How do you stop feeling numb? After the tragic death of her famous father, Lila Sinclair must face two different obstacles: An abusive Ex boyfriend that broke what was left of her heart And a curly headed singer, who is keen on making Lila feel Alive again. How do you stop feeling numb? Warnings: self harm, abuse, r*pe, panic attacks, smut, and some horrid flashbacks.

"But Leah never even shed a tear, her face was completely blank. I don't know if she is numb or in shock but it's weirding me out. I've never seen Leah so calm in my life." ~ ~ ~ Leah Davis is numb, so numb that she seems Calm to everyone around her. Too calm for the situation she's in. Everyone is telling her that it's okay to cry and it's okay to be sad. Leah wishes she could just let it out but she can't, she's numb, closed off. She's like a locked safe with a missing key. Is Harry that missing key? {BOOK 2/2} started 10/4/20 ~ 6/11/21 *WARNING* IF YOU HAVEN'T READ ANXIOUS GO READ IT RIGHT NOW! BEST RANKINGS: 15 in #harry 2 in #styles 12 in #direction 22 in #calm ALL RIGHTS RESERVED @cryinginacoolway_132

it was just a simple hike, emma never expected to run into harry styles. - harry is famous in this story- © lucstyles 2015 All Rights Reserved. gorgeous cover by @Jewlez

"It's just another bump in the road. Don't know why the fuck our road is so bumpy, but lucky for us, we're very good drivers. ...Don't ask Taylor that, though." --- Emma Wiley moved to Homes Chapel when she was just 12. She met Harry Styles and they became incredibly close and grew up together. They lost connection after Harry became famous. What happens when they suddenly meet again? *** Highest rankings: #1 in harrystyles #1 in childhoodfriends #1 in americangirl #5 in songwriting FINISHED *SOME MATURE CONTENT AND VULGAR LANGUAGE* read at your own risk.. ***

❝ Is she-❞ ❝She's yours.❞ *** Thirteen months. Thirteen months without him and both of their worlds had changed, even if he had no idea about any of it. But now, he's been thrown in at the deep end without so much of a warning before embarking on the journey of a lifetime; fatherhood. - #1 in #onedirection 5/5/20 #1 in #1D 1/8/20 #1 in #harryedwardstyles 21/7/20 #19 in #harrystyles 10/5/20 #1 in #niallhoran 25/9/20 #3 in #liampayne 25/8/20 #9 in #louistomlinson 28/6/20 #1 in #romance 29/9/20

"Why are you asking me these questions?" I say, I can feel a panic attack coming on. I close my eyes taking a deep breath in and a deep breath out. I don't care how stupid I look. I don't want to have a panic attack in front of him, I've never had a panic attack in front of anyone before. "Well I can tell how anxious you are," he states, pointing to my shaking hands. "And I thought maybe I can help distract from whatever is making you so nervous. Are you like this all the time or is it just me?" he continues. "No, trust me it's not you, I'm like this all the time," I say, my voice now shaking. I feel like I could cry. ~ ~ ~ Leah Davis is a very anxious girl. Anxious to the point where it makes it hard for her to open up to people, in fear of getting hurt. She meets Harry, a confident rock star, at least she thinks he is. He takes her on a wild ride of figuring out how to be open with people. Will she ever be fully open with Harry? {BOOK 1/2} started 7/14/20 ~ ended 10/4/20 BEST RANKINGS: 1 in #harry 1 in #styles 1 in #one 1 in #direction 1 in #anxiety 2 in #onedirection ALL RIGHTS RESERVED @cryinginacoolway_132