Carried on from my first installment rises a 2nd edition book! Come experience my angsty writing as I take you through Love, Angst, Passion, and Betrayal with our little blue boi! Not needed necessarily but be sure to read the 1st installment as well! -PH

REQUESTS OPEN Imagines for some of my favorite Youtubers! Includes: Jacksepticeye, Markiplier, Ethan Nestor (Crankgameplays), and 8-BitRyan. Hope you enjoy!!! ALL MEDIA GOES TO THEIR RIGHTFUL OWNERS. PLEASE DO NOT COPY MY WORK. THANK YOU.

This is just a bunch of preferences (obviously) about Ethan. I will be taking suggestions, so please give me some ideas!

One shots and Imagines of our favorite boy. Updates are coming! Imagines are averagely 1,000 - 2,000 words. #481 out of 36.8k in Youtuber 🥺 #92 out of 2k in Ethan Nestor #100 out of 3.9k in Crankgameplays

** and so, the legacy I leave behind when I shuffle off this mortal coil is that of a footnote in a brain leak episode. ah. mental. speaking of, I'd like to formally apologise as a now 22 year old woman for my extremely mentally unwell teenage self being the poster child for parasocial attachments and that manifesting itself into writing incessantly about actual people! if you ever do come back to this, Ethan, I beg of you not to read this girthy monstrosity on a stream or read it ever actually, but if you force my hand to gouge out my own eyes and ears then so be it. "some of these chapter titles are really funny" yeah man I've got jokes. I've HAD jokes. and on your podcast, I WAS the joke (in a lighthearted and funny way dw fuck you guys but also dw it's not serious fuck you). that aside, I'm eternally grateful to you and Sean - and don't click onto my account to see any content about him either or I will bring a snickers to a fight (I won't sorry that's really mean) - for being the reasons for a smile on my face that was pretty hard to come by, back then. thank you for being here for more people than you'll ever know, and giving us so much of your time. you are both very lovely and I'll always adore your content; keep it leaky fellas x ** Some imagines about the not-so-blue boy! (I wrote these in like 2017/2018 and havent added any since, so these are a little outdated in terms of references and stuff. it might say I've updated it recently, but that's purely to add necessary trigger warnings cuz at the time those werent really included. also, if Ethan EVER does a fanfiction video and sees these...no u didnt ✨😌✨) Book cover by: @lazzyleni - COMPLETED -

(MIGHT GET SMUTTY!!!) elle has been friends with mark for a couple years now. after ethan moved in with mark and amy, elle began to visit their house more and more often. she begins to feel a slow tension rising between her and ethan, and it seems that tension won't stop rising.

It is what it is

After going through multiple hellish relationships and being pushed away by the one person you want to spend your life with, it amazes you to find someone new and better than any of the others. Warning: Some strong language.