After a tumultuous fight with Derek, Meredith feels more alone than ever. So she drinks and drinks and then she ends up in hospital. Meredith is strong, but is this the one thing thing that will destroy her? MerDer story. Set around season 5 (when Derek throws Merediths ring) but might jump from season to season. Characters may not be to true to the series. tw mentions of rape

Greys anatomy before Seattle grace. How do they get through high school?

Instead of Meredith and Derek arguing constantly In season 11, they actually talk like adults and work it out. May turn into a 'Derek never dies, merder fluff'

tw: mention of physical and verbal abuse and maybe physical abuse and mention of rape Meredith is a 33 year old surgeon who is new Seattle grace she is the new head of general who is married to her husband who isn't very fond of moving away from Boston and to Seattle. Derek is the head of neuro and is someone who doesn't like socializing with anyone and is rude to everyone and anyone who dares to approach him but things change when he meet a woman who is more in need of his help then he could have imagined

Meredith and Derek are facing one of the biggest struggles in their lives. They've been married for 18 years and while Zola is in college and they're dealing with two teenagers and this massive bump in the road. Will their marriage last but most importantly, will Meredith be okay?

This takes place when Derek chooses Addison over Meredith. Meredith is heartbroken and feels she can't stay in Seattle with everyone looking at her, so she leaves but upon leaving she discovers life changing news. Follow along Meredith's adventure and where it leads her and what it means for her and Derek. * i do not own any of these charaters all rights belong to ABC and Shonda Rhimes*

Grey's Anatomy AU: After the season 6 finale and before season 7, Meredith Grey and her fellow doctors at Seattle Grace Mercy West hospital are coping and healing with the aftermath of the gunman's deadly rampage. Meredith and Derek centric.

Her secret is safe, but she is not. Will Derek be able to see her suffer but not help her? Meredith Grey , the smart and gorgeous daughter of Ellis Grey, is an intern at Seattle Grace Hospital. Everyone would say she has the "perfect" life, but only Derek Shepherd, a neuro attending, knows what she is really going through.

Having really been pregnant in episode 3.04 What I am, Meredith and Derek have to face the implications of that on not only their relationship but their professional and social lives as well. ‼️Disclaimer ‼️ I do not own Grey's Anatomy or any of the characters in this book. I do not own this book, all the credit goes to the author "Defense Mechanism" on fanfiction.net. #1 - #merder 9/23/21 #1 - #repost 9/26/21 #5 - #whatif 9/23/21 #7 - #notmine 9/26/21

This fic is not going to be for the light of heart, it's not going to be a sprint, it's going to be a marathon on shaky ground. But there's a story/reason behind it... But every story should be told. ❗️This isn't my work❗️ Full credits go to aquariusmind on taptalk Surgical language - The sweetest temptation Published Janury 2nd 2012