Some would define love as a neurotransmitters like dopamine, oxytocin, and vasopressin, creating feelings of strong affection, attachment, and pleasure. What I felt for Hassan Moore was the complete opposite. Since grade school, he's gone out of his way to make my life complete hell. Leaving New York, I thought I'd escape his hellish demeanor. But 4 years later, I returned to the same exact boy. The same feeling.