"I never in a million years thought I'd look at a boy and want them to kiss me until I saw you." "So you're saying you never thought you'd be gay." "I'm not gay." "Whatever you say Charlie." *unedited/complete* Started: 10/8/18 Finished: 9/6/21

"It was eerie even thinking about him after that day, knowing that it was all my fault that he was gone, that I'd lost him forever. Never again would I look into those beautiful blue eyes, or wake up beside him. I'd never have breakfast with him again, I'd never do anything with him again, because he was dead, and it was all my fault. I killed him." (1st book in the FM Trilogy)

[BoyxBoy] Kai Carter has been through hell and back. His parents are abusive, homophobic and don't support him financially so he has to work part time as a waiter after school. He's like a shadow at school. No one notices him or even sends a glance his way. Damien Beckett is the star athlete and most popular guy at school. He's the guy that every girl wants. The student body bends to his will. He's rich with loving patients and an easy going life. One day Damien notices Kai and the two start building a very close relationship. ****** Highest ranks #11 in highschool #9 in gay #3 in gayromance #3 in gaylove #4 in bxblove #27 in malexmale #12 in bxb #13 in mxm #3 in teenlove #3 in jock

[This story will become free on DECEMBER 13TH, 2024] Isaiah always had his focus set on school and baseball, but when he meets August, he suddenly begins questioning more than just his lack of a social life. ***** As the star of his high school baseball team, Isaiah Carr is looking forward to senior year. While not the most popular of guys, he's got his friends, he's a shoo-in for a baseball scholarship, and he's perfectly content sitting on the sidelines when it comes to his social life. However, when he meets August, a strange but cute boy with a prosthetic leg, there's no denying the connection between them. From friends to more, the two begin to grow a relationship that balances the troubles of their pasts with the hopefulness and acceptance of a future. [[word count: 90,000-100,000 words]] Cover designed by Eva I. WATTY'S 2020 YA WINNER

In an all boys boarding school surrounded by football players 18 year olds Alex, Sam, Jason and Parker have two years left in school. Two years, to find out who they really are or want to be, two years to heal and learn. No one said this was going to be easy. When Jason has to change school because of an incident, he doesn't expect to like it. And he doesn't. but he likes someone. Alex is an introvert. A quiet kid who doesn't like talking to People (except for his best friend Sam) and who likes to be on his own. but that changes when he gets a Roommate. Sam Is Alex' best friend. And Parker is his roommate. They dislike eachother... Until they don't. READ FULL BEFORE STARTING THE STORY: TW: This book is written lightly, but has also some really serious themes that I want you to know about before reading. It talks about abuse and there are some scenes where a character is having a panic attack. If this is too close for you and you don't feel comfortable reading things like that then It might be best to not start reading /genuine <3 I want you to know before reading that this is a book with a good ending! I'm saying this because I know how devastating it is for some people after reading a story all night. If you've made it this far, thank you for reading! Much hugs to everyone:)

Falling doesn't feel so bad when I know you've fallen this way too. Please check TWs. After Theo got outed to the whole school, he gets paired with Kit for a school project. Kit is the football captain, "nice" popular guy who has lots of options. He's seen as having a 'perfect' life, but of course that can be hidden. His family and him struggle everyday at the hands of his father, but he finds a new friendship in Theo after a long time of trying to push him away. What could go wrong? (Or right?) Enemies to Friends to Lovers :) Drama, Romance etc. Please bear with me I cannot write descriptions to save my life, the book is much better (I hope!!) TWs: Homophobia, Abuse, Violence, Religion

West Rickert is an asshole. He's a crackhead, and he's a drunk. At least, that's what everyone says about him.

After a tragic accident tears apart their friendship group, once best friends Kenji and Darian have never gotten along. Kenji thinks Darian is a goon who has nothing better to do than cause trouble and terrorize others. Darian, on the other hand, has secretly been in love with Kenji for as long as he can remember, but he has a funny way of showing it. It all changes when they are thrust back into each other's lives, and while their old group is slowly reunited, there's definitely something beyond friendship growing between the boys. Suppressed desires surface and new feelings arise. Despite crippling fears, personal demons, lurking secrets, a new nemesis, and their own tainted history, the attraction is undeniable. As Kenji and Darian fall in too deep, the pair must endure the consequences that accompany loving a goon. * A THREE-PART GAY ROMANCE -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- * Copyright © 2016 October Silver. All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, distributed, or transmitted in any form or by any means, including photocopying, recording, or other electronic or mechanical methods, without the prior written permission of October Silver. * The visual image used in the cover art of this story along with all multimedia are the sole property of their respective owners. * Completed * Warning for strong language, crude humor, and explicit sexual content. * Posted: February 24, 2016 Completed: June 24, 2018

Being gay is a curse when the homophobia you grew up with was so bad that you're homophobic yourself. Especially when you're into unavailable guys like your roommate, whose girlfriend is everything you're not (though appearances can be deceiving). So why on earth would you be interested in going out and meeting other guys, who flaunt their sexuality like it's a gift? No wonder they're treated like freaks. (Standalone | Book 4 of the Full Spectrum series) Written: January 2019 - April 2020

Gregg Walsh is mostly a shy boy, at least when it comes to Peter Todson he is. Peter Todson, the very hot captain of the swim team might just like him too or was that Gregg's twin brother Grayson? Either way Gregg has this crazy growing love for Peter that he never planned on giving up until he met Noah...