Tw - Mention of drugs

Just watched holby city series 23 episode 12 and I thought I should write about it. Warning :contains mentions of drugs and suicide Please give me your feedback so I can improve my writing im not sure what I want to be when I'm older but I'm thinking about being an author.

Voicemail messages left on Kian's phone after his death. Jac Naylor returns to Holby, and finds the only way to deal with the emotions she feels about Kian's death is to talk to him about it, even though he can't hear. I still can't get over Kian's death, and I am gutted that I can't now write the Nadani fanfiction I'd been planning, so I've come up with this little something instead.

Chapter 2 posted! Nadani S22E36 Fix-it. What if Jac hadn't turned her back on Kian when she found him after the shooting, wanting to take drugs? What might have happened if she'd shown him compassion and the two of them had stayed together. Because Nadani deserved a happy ending, and if the show won't give it to us then I will.