Remus didn't want friends. Could not have them. Was forbidden from having them. Was convinced he'd never have friends. He simply wasn't capable of such a thing. Then he arrived at Hogwarts and everything changed, but for better or worse he hasn't decided yet. A Marauders-Remus-centered story based on one thing in his childhood being different.Other povs. Follows the books. Full Summary: All Remus Lupin wanted, for as long as he could remember, was to go to Hogwarts. Now that he's there he wonders if he made a mistake attending school. Between struggling with his relationships, fighting with himself, and accidentally discovering something that makes him a target, he has his hands full. And that isn't even taking into account the full moon that plagues him with its coming. With many things happening year one is sure to be as eventful as it is stressful for the awkward boy and the three roommates he gets stuck with. Unfortunately, the HP world and characters belong to J.K Rowling. Revamped and re-edited since (2/16/22)

Remus was sure he'd have to say goodbye to his friends this year, but oddly it seems they have forgotten about his secret entirely. Or, more likely, they are hatching some sort of plan to uncover it. But with a strange new Professor who seems determined to lessen his classes' prejudices, maybe, just maybe, there's hope yet-even though Remus knows it's only a matter of time they find out. However, he has bigger things to worry about. Mainly keeping his other two friends from murdering Peter, finding a way to be supportive about Quidditch to both Sirius and James, and trying to hold off Patricia's attempts to take them to the forest, which seem far too dangerous and suspicious. Oh yeah, and the Triwizard Tournament is being attempted to be held at Hogwarts for the first time in hundreds of years, though if the attempt will be successful is anyone's guess, especially since there might be a secondary reason for why some of the students from other schools are at Hogwarts. Between classes, Quidditch, tasks, and moons, Remus doesn't know how he's going to make it through this school year without slipping up, but he sure is gonna try. Revamped and re-edited since (1/5/23)

In the aftermath of the worst Christmas ever Remus is confronted by a host of problems and one extremely confusing letter. Fearing he would never step foot in Hogwarts again Remus finds himself back at the magic castle he calls a home. In returning, Remus accepts the fact he may have lost all his friends only to realize that is not at all the case. But things are never easy for the young werewolf and he struggles to navigate the second half of the year which may prove to be even more draining than the first half! For starters the tensions between the schools grow as the second Triwizard Task approaches. Also Remus is forced to sort out his feelings for his friends and finds himself making some tough decisions regarding his relationships. With budding new friendships and well as strained old ones Remus discovers that he hardly gets any time alone. However when he is alone, the questions Remus has about every aspect of his life seem to overwhelm him so perhaps the constant company is a good thing... even if it does leave him completely drained. Only one persistent question keeps haunting him along with familiar and distinctly unpleasant dreams. A question which Remus slowly begins to piece together. What exactly happened to him when Greyback kidnapped him?