"I'm sorry..." (trigger warning)

Nineteen years ago, a baby was stolen. The adults never speak of the target and the others are too young to remember. But, when the dragon pack is chased from their island, a young Viking woman stumbles upon a strange breed, the memory of the child comes rushing back to the elders of the village, and they are suddenly thrown into a blood thirsty war.

"You're not afraid of the dark, are you Dan Howell?"

Dan Howell. A teenage boy with depression, self harm, and a very rare disease of butterfingers. Also has an obsession with llamas. Phil Lester. A teenage boy with eyes that could make the moon jealous, has an amazing talent for making people smile when they have gone through the roughest crap ever. Also has an obsession with house plants. Both of them? They love to make Youtube videos. Dan is all over the place. Phil is all in order. He helps any one that needs it. What happens when Dan meets Phil? Does a new relationship blossom? Can Phil fix Dan? But what if Phil has secrets of his own? Is this shell of his fake? READ TO FIND OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Summary: Dan draws, Phil doesn't. Phil wears black shirts, speaks loudly, and glares at everyone. Dan wears grey jumpers, doesn't talk, and tries to stay invisible. Phil's reckless, Dan's not. This is as story about two polar opposites who mange to have a string of first times together, and maybe even a cute love story. Because unexpected things always happen, when you try to keep someone at arms length. Rating/Warnings: Mature Readers (READ AT OWN RISK). This story may contain topics of depression, cutting, anxiety, panic attacks, assault, gay slurs, and minor sexual content. If any of the listed content triggers you, please do not read. Please do not copy and post my story anywhere else or create an "adaptation" of my work. Thank you. Copyright © 2013. strawb3rryvib3s All Rights Reserved.

*'BEST PHANFICTION' WINNER (FANFICTION AWARDS 2018)* Daniel has anxiety and crumples paper to calm himself down. Phil has ADHD and diminishes hearts to bring himself up.

(Phan) Phil made fun of him the first time they met and Dan isn't going down easily with his shitty personality. However everything changes when one got too close and personal just to avoid a possible shit storm (this is cliché af)

A variety of Phan smut and fluff (and some angst) to help you through the day! :D

Sequel to I Have Always Noticed You. Dan and Phil have had no contact for the past few years and it's been fine. But one day they meet and there peaceful loneliness is wrecked. -Trigger warning-

Mark Fishbach & Seán McLoughlin, the two boys who help each other overcome their fears and embrace them. vote and comment to suggest ideas!!