and this is the story of how i died twice.

"god, i'm so glad i picked up his call." achieved: #1 in #billieeilish #1 in #billie #1 in #eilish #1 in #billieeilishfanfic #1 in #fic #1 in #wlw #3 in #fanfic #1 in #bisexual #2 in #fiction #8 in #fanfiction

"just be patient. we're both learning." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 12/2/2021 ended: 1/7/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #billieeilish 2/9/2022

[sequel] i'd never leave you if it was up to me. unfortunately, it was never up to me. - lower case intentional

Macy. The poster child of the youngest from a bible bashing Christian family. Devoted to Jesus and her church, Macy is as innocent as a baby lamb. A shelter child with an annoyingly large amount of positivity. With over protective parents she's never experienced... anything. However, when asked to repair the churches old piano that was vandalised by an enraged intruder she begins to learn there is more to life than devoting herself to a book just because she is told to.

Sequel to 'On Tour' *please don't read this book if you haven't already read the first one as it is not meant to be read as a stand-alone* When a concert gone wrong almost destroys everything, Billie and Erin find themselves pushed further into the public eye. And with even more challenges that threaten to tear them apart, they're left grasping at a chance to finally get their happily ever after.

i suck at descriptions. i can't promise you it'll be good but check it out please 🙃 achieved: #1 in billieeilishsmut #1 in suicideawareness #2 in baird #5 in billieeilishfanfic

~ completed ~ After being kicked out by her parents, Erin is given the opportunity of a lifetime. But knowing that running away will never solve any of her problems, will she take it? gxg Achieved #1 under billieeilish Achieved #1 under billie Achieved #1 under bisexual Achieved #1 under gxg Achieved #3 under bilsexual Achieved #2 under eilish Achieved #1 under lesbian Achieved #1 under girlfriend

[Book 1 Of The Sinners Trilogy] Quinn did something terrible. Her mother won't even look at her. Exiled to a strict Catholic school in the city's underbelly, she's determined to stay invisible-but never afraid. And then there's Billie. A bruised-knuckle gang leader with blood on her hands and secrets in her eyes, Billie rules St. Mary's with a silent fury no one dares cross. And yet, she's watching Quinn. Closely. As the two girls are drawn into each other's orbit, Quinn discovers that St. Mary's is more than detention slips and hallway fights. It's a battlefield-and Billie isn't just a bully. She's a soldier in a war no one talks about. And Quinn? She's already in too deep. One carries a secret. The other carries anger. And when love meets violence-nothing stays holy. ••• "Welcome to St. Mary's school for the troubled child" Billie whispers, her hands on my waist, her lips by my ear. I shudder, trying not to fall into her trap. She brings a hand to my top button, undoing it "You've gotta be in here for something. We're all sinners" she moves down, undoing half of my shirt. I whimper, my muscles locked. I felt ashamed of what she was doing to me, how she was making me feel. "C'mon, baby." she spins me so I'm facing her. Her eyes sparkled with amusement "Show me how sinful you really are" ••• • #1 in idontwannabeyouanymore on 8.23.19 • # 1 in blohsh on 8.23.19 • # 1 in comeoutandplay on 12.18.19 • # 1 in lesbianfiction on 7.03.25

In a recent interview, tired and mentally drained, world renowned music artist, Billie Eilish recalls being "lost in the darkness" as she rose to fame. Although Billie is hesitant to admit it aloud, the soft-spoken Czech interviewer sees right through her and believes that period of her life never truly ended. Haven been quickly emotionally attached, Billie can't seem to stay away from the older woman and has yet to figure out why...