Evan Hansen and Connor Murphy are two totally different people. Connor is that school shooter type person that everyone fears and Evan is the shy guy that no one notices. They both have their personal problems. On their first day of Senior Year, they meet and become somewhat friends. Evan eventually ends up having feelings for Connor. And it's all because Connor signed his arm cast _-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_-_ This is based on Dear Evan Hansen. But in this book, Connor doesn't die and Connor and Evan help each other. This might be the life story of Connor and Evan being together. Kinda the same storyline as the show. I'm going off from what I know, which is just about enough for me to make a story. I'm doing the best I can here. ~Enjoy (P.S I give all my credit to the writers of Dear Evan Hansen and the creator of the picture I used for the book cover.)

【Completed】 This is a fanfiction of Evan and Connor from Dear Evan Hansen. Treebros, correct? Connor Murphy starts to hang out with Evan Hansen. He was mostly intrigued by his existence. How he never managed to notice someone so nice and yet so broken before piqued his interest. He wanted to be friends with him. Maybe more? I want to thank Eli (@sleepy_crayon on insta) for giving me permission to use their art as my cover. Please check them out, their art is amazing! Also, I am not American, but I'm using some elements, such as mimicking the school system. So, as I'm not familiar with it, please correct me along the way.

Sequel to Step Into the Sun Due to an attempt, Connor doesn't remember Evan. Now, both of them are desperately trying to get his memories back. Little by little, memories are coming back to him. But will some things be forever forgotten? Disclaimer: art by Ziksua, NOT ME!! And this is a fanfic, I don't own the characters. However, I DO own the story/plot I guess In addition, I am in no way trying to glorify anxiety or depression. Highest rankings: #1 evanhansen #1 alanaxzoe #1 zoemurphy #1 christinecanigula #3 jaredkleinman #4 connorxevan #5 jeremyheere #6 deh #8 richgoranski #7 jakedillinger #15 connorxevan #19 alanabeck #14 christinecanigula #9 dear #70 boyfriends

Evan still hasn't moved on. The death of Connor Murphy was enough to tip him over. Or was it? Evan claims he doesn't want anything to do with things that remind him of Connor. But why push those away? It's been 2 years. Year one was the worst. The only reason Evan is still alive is because he's terrified of self harm. Just because of what happened to Connor. Evan can't stand it, he can't stare at a knife or even a razor for very long without breaking down into tears. Year two was slightly better. Evan wasn't as depressed as year one. Jared was helping him cope with Connor's death. Evan did space out a lot, or even cry over something that's not even sad. I guess you could say he was like a girl on her period. Some days happy, others, pretty upset. Currently, Evan has a job, Jared's in college and they both live together. What happens when one event leads to another, and Jared finds something that might help this case. Something pretty important... Will Evan face this problem or will he disappear like Connor did? ~~~ Ok this description wasn't the best (I'm sorry) but yes, this is the sequel to Sincerely, Me *WARNING* language is used so read with care Also this is G A Y so if you don't like the thought of that, then don't read this ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE enjoy!

~*COMPLETED*~ What if the letter accident didn't go they way it did? What if Connor never killed himself? What if him and Evan became friends? ~~~ "What?" "..y-you heard me." "Well duh I heard you. I'm not deaf." ".. your not.." "Not what?" He said, almost glaring. "..not.. pushing me.." I quietly murmured, looking down and playing with the hem of my shirt. "..oh.. uh.. well I was pissed so.. sorry for the other day I guess." ~~~ ART IS NOT MINE CHARACTERS ARE NOT MINE PLOT IS MINE *WARNING* swearing is in this book but mainly from one character, so if you don't like continuous swearing then don't read this Also this is gay, so if you don't like the idea of two boys together then this isn't for you Please don't steal and please enjoy! BTW IF YOU HAVENT SEEN DEAR EVAN HANSEN THEN YOU WILL BE VERY CONFUSED SO I RECOMMEND WATCHING IT, IT IS VERY GOOD :) Started 6/28/17 Finished 9/12/17

COMPLETED! (SWEARING, SELF-HATE, PANIC ATTACK, HOMOPHOBIC SLURRS, DEATH, AND EXTREME GAY WARNING) "The Worst of Me" sequel! Connor woke up to bright light. He didn't want this-he wanted to be dead. But something stops him from trying again. Or someone: Evan. After a marriage, a heartbreak, and another suicide attempt, things were not going very well for Connor and Evan. Especially not when people have been reported missing for weeks. Would they be able to stay together? Even through the darkest times?

schiz•o•phre•ni•a /ˌskitsəˈfrēnēə,ˌskitsəˈfrenēə/ noun. a mental disorder that is characterized by disturbances in thought (such as delusions), perception (such as hallucinations), and behavior (such as disorganized speech or catatonic behavior), by a loss of emotional responsiveness and extreme apathy, and by noticeable deterioration in the level of functioning in everyday life He tried. He tried so hard to be normal. To be like his sister. That's what his parents wanted. Hell thats what everyone in his family wanted. Connor could never be normal. His brain wouldn't allow it. No. The voices wouldn't allow it. in•som•ni•a /inˈsämnēə/ noun. habitual sleeplessness; inability to sleep anx•i•e•ty /aNGˈzīədē/ noun. a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome His thoughts would never let him sleep. They screamed and shouted, never letting him rest. Yes, he was sleep deprived and he knew it. He knew that people would stare at the dark bags under his eyes. That made him even more nervous. Evan didn't like crowds. He never did. de•pres•sion /dəˈpreSH(ə)n/ noun. a mental condition characterized by feelings of severe despondency and dejection, typically also with feelings of inadequacy and guilt eat•ing dis•order /ēdiNG diˈsôrdər/ noun. any of a range of psychological disorders characterized by abnormal or disturbed eating habits Food? No. He hated it. Why waste your time on something so stupid as to eat? His logic was simple. We were put on this Earth for one purpose. That purpose was to die. "Death is inevitable." Jared would always say. He didn't say it to anyone. He had no friends. Characters and art are not mine plot is mine THIS IS GAY enjoy!

Connor is an interesting guy. No friends, and everyone basically hates him. One day, he meets someone who will change his life. AU where Connors not dead I don't own the characters, only the story/idea. In addition, I am in no way trying to glorify anxiety or depression. Highest rankings: #1 treebros #1 dear #1 connorxevan #1 connormurphy #1 alanaxzoe #1 michaelmell #1 jakedillinger #1 alanabeck #1 jaredkleinman #1 richjake #1 bemorechill #1 dearevanhansen #2 christinecanigula #2 richgoranski #3 zoemurphy #7 jeremyheere #7 alanabeck #8 evanhansen #11 broadway #4 bmc #12 deh #106 boyfriends #375 school #544 fluff #673 gay #693 highschool

help /help/ verb 1. make it easier for (someone) to do something by offering one's services or resources. Connor Murphy needs help. Jared Kleinman needs help. Evan Hansen needs help. Will they find it? /// Updates whenever I want it to Started: July 21st, 2019 Finished: September 11th, 2019 I do not own these characters, they belong to the musical Dear Evan Hansen, yada yada yada. Trigger warning: This book will be based on mental disorders such as depression, anxiety, and insomnia. Self-harm and eating disorders will most likely be included in this book. These will not, and I repeat NOT be listed at the beginning of chapters- read at your own risk. Now that we have all of that out of the way, I hope you enjoy my book!

Based on the song My R It doesn't go straight to treebros or anything so be prepared for that...yeah