QSMP short story inspired by 'dear theodosia (reprise)' which was cut from hamilton. this is about the qsmp characters only, not the actual people! |-> i would like to emphasise this in light of recent news, please read the a/n for more on this. i was reminded of the 'dear theodsia (reprise)' that was cut from hamilton, and since 'dear theodosia' is qsmp!wilbur and tallulah's song, i thought of this short story for the reprise. there's lyrics from the reprise used, go listen to it if you haven't heard it. i picture it as qsmp!wilbur singing about himself in third person. all credits for the song go to lin-manuel miranda. i hope you enjoy :) credit to @/Sallomezz for the cover CW: swearing, mentions of guns, death and grief

Tell me, what it's like to be Way up in the stars above Or tell me, are you closer Than I know for the ones you love? 'Cause the time we spent I was with you then And I miss you now...

Cover isn't mine!! Found off Google. First chapter will give you the trigger warnings and more info. Tommy is struggling with an eating disorder and has recently been having panic attacks a lot. Everything keeps going downhill as time goes and his friends want to meet up. He does his best to pull through while there.

Got inspired. So here's a oneshot book CONTENT CREATORS: DO NOT READ THIS PLEASE ITS REALLY BAD AND CRINGY AND I WILL LITERALLY DIE IF YOU DO. PLEASE DONT. DISCONTINUED