They love eachother. Right? Pretending you dont love someone is hard but pretending you do is even harder. Watching someone you love's life fall apart and feeling like you can't do anything to help is even worse. :(

Sapnap, a notoriously sullen computer science major, is attending North Carolina State University, along with his roommate and long-time internet friend, Dream. While Dream has been pining over the pretty British boy in a couple of his classes, Sapnap finds himself having a much harder time avoiding a certain gray-eyed ray of sunshine that their mutual friend, Quackity, introduced him to. *The story will not be told chronologically. Chapters will vary from Freshman year (2015-2016 school year) to Senior year (2018-2019 school year). Chapters will be dated at the top to avoid confusion. Also, for reference, 'present day' is spring semester of senior year.* (The classic, 'the grumpy one is soft for the sunshine one' trope)

Karl's life is conflicting to say the least. He constantly struggles with everything life is throwing his way. He is battling with his abusive mom, nightmares about his ex, and deep family issues that twist and turn into endless possiblities. Karl believes that starting a new school will help him start out fresh. But things take an unexpected turn when he meets Sapnap. Can Sapnap help Karl overcome his challenges? Can Karl win in this complicated game of life? Or have things already gone to far? TW: Blood/death, abuse, physical and mental bullying, mentions and ideas of suicide, angst. -Warnings at the beginning of every chapter, please stay safe - no smut - Cover is not mine -Art isn't mine, I got it from the internet -I will put trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters -Check out my other books!!!! -Darkside (Dreamnoblade) - Hunters (Dreamnoblade) -MCYT Oneshots Start: July 05, 2021 End: December 20, 2021

Two polar opposites, how the hell do these two idiots fall inlove? Biggest Achievements, 2nd - #Karlnap 1st - #karlxsapnap

Sapnap grew up in Texas, a state where being gay just wasn't something you were allowed to talk about- so he didn't. He never came out to his family and even when he made new friends who loved him unconditionally, he still couldn't bring himself to come out. Staying in the closet never felt like a problem once he moved to Florida with Dream, well, until a video collaboration introduced him to a boy that made him question if he could keep hiding. Now, Sapnap has to return to Texas for the first time since his move to Florida for his step-sister's birthday. What's waiting for him when he arrives is going to make keeping his sexuality a secret from his family that much harder.

TRIGGER WARNING; this story contains heavy themes of eating disorders and depression, if these topics trigger you or make you uncomfortable please refrain from reading this story. i don't want to make anyone uncomfortable. IF YOU OR ANYONE YOU KNOW IS STRUGGLING, PLEASE SEEK HELP AND MY DMS ARE ALWAYS OPEN IF ANYONE NEEDS IT <3 ------------------------------- Nick finally gets a chance to visit his best friend Karl Jacobs but as the visit goes on he becomes concerned with the amount of weight he seems to be losing. Conflicting feels fight against each other as Nick tries to answer the question; how could someone so perfect, hate himself so much? ----------------------- in the process of rewriting as well ^^

Karl is finding it more and more difficult to hide his feelings for his best friend, Sapnap. He's willing to risk it all for his chance at love, but does he really understanding just how much he's risking?

Sapnap is a psychology student who has been allowed to work into a mental hospital for a few months so to gather the informations he needs to write his final thesis. The building is very large, with dozens of patients with different mental illnesses and peculiar behavior for him to study. Several are here by their own choice, wishing to get better and re-enter society, but some... are forced to stay, for they are a danger to others and themselves. Unfortunately, a young boy by the name of Karl, belongs to the latter group. WARNING: THIS STORY WILL CONTAIN SEVERAL MENTION OF MENTAL ILLNESSES AND DIFFERENT TRAUMA, I'LL PUT WARNINGS BUT STILL, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED, KEEP READING AT YOUR OWN RISK. This story is dedicated to all the people who are suffering from a mental disorder, instability, or have a person important to them who is mentally ill. Know that you can reach out for help and that you're never alone =^_^= 3° in #karljackobs 20/06/2021 POG! 1° in #sapnap 22/06/2021 Let's goo!! 2° in #ranboo 26/06/2021 why?! XD 1° in #karlnap 29/06/2021 WE DID IT!!

a apocalypse au. when random tall, grey, half dead creatures showed up, the world turned to shit everything shut down and everyone started dying. soon there was only a few who survived. TW: probably mentions of self-harm and bad thoughts, most likely have anxiety attacks and panic attacks, mentions of blood and gore.

Karl and Sapnap agrees to meet up at Karl's house, little did they know they would end up spending many, many months together (THE ART ISNT MINE, I had found who made it but somehow ended it losing it- so if you know who, please let me know&lt;3)