How long can America keep up his facade until it crumble? When did this self hatred start to develop? Will he ever go back to his optimistic self? *WARNING!- Contains self harm, anorexia, abuse, depression, suicidal thoughts

After the death of a loved one, America is fading away, and it hurts. He hides his pain from the other nations, not wanting them to think he is weak, to think that he isn't a hero. Can someone find out and help America before it's too late? (I do not own Hetalia Characters or pictures except my version of the States) WARNING! Contains: Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, eating disorders, and violence. Viewer discretion is advised!

America is a kind soul, so is it any surprise that America donates his bone marrow to children hospitals? Befriending his "marrow match" Caleb, the two grow so much that America even hosts a meeting for him. Of course, America knows that Caleb is human and won't live forever like him. But just how long will America last?