I'm the type of girl who's scared to stand up for herself, afraid of what would happen if I do. I'm the type of girl who let people disrespect her and let people talk to her any kind of way they want. I'm the type of girl everyone basically hates. My own mother told me she wished she hadn't given birth to me, she wished she had killed me instead. I'm always getting hurt-not that I'm not used to it. I never do anything, but why would I? Like I've always been told, and like I believe, I'm just a weak girl anyway. But, once I met him...

Being heartbroken is a feeling you can never understand until you experience it. It is a constant pain and discomfort that you struggle with all day. It is a loss of someone you lost. It feels like you lost a part of who you are. "Love is never supposed to hurt. Love is supposed to heal, to be your haven from misery, to make living fucking worthwhile." He said.