"I can't escape. No matter what I do or who I'm with, I seem to be a magnet for the terrible things." Most people don't experience kidnapping even once in their life, but Spencer Reid is taken from his life and held against his will again- however this time, he's losing hope in his own rescue.

Gay men are being killed throughout the Brooklyn area, the team are called in on the case, but have no leads. The only thing they can think off is to send someone in as undercover. And who better for the role than Dr Spencer Reid. But what happens when the team place camera's in and around Spencers rented apartment without him knowing, and what will happen when his team see something he didn't want them to see. **WARNING CONTAINS GRAPHIC SEXUAL Content / HOMOPHOBIC LANGUAGE AND DEPICTIONS OF SELF HARM - M/M**

A videotape of a kidnapped victim was sent to the BAU, with no much time they have to find him before it's too late. But something is wrong with Spencer, and the team can't quite work out what, but something isn't adding up. What's wrong with Spencer? Who is this victim? Who is the unsub? and why is a member of their team smack bang in the middle of it all? All will be answered, so read on. **Warning** This is a Male x Male fanfic, if you don't like it please do not read!! Contains sexual violence, strong and offensive language.