The war is over. Everyone is back to life as it used to be, but not everyone. Draco Malfoy cannot handle the guilt he feels any longer. A voice tells him every single night that he is a traitor, that be does not deserve any kind of love after what he did. He lives like a zombie, until his beloved mother cannot handle it any longer and sends him to a clinic to get the help he so desperately needs. But recovery is not the only thing he finds in the clinic. Harry Potter might be the real hero who saved everyone from Lord Voldemort, but he certainly does not feel that way. He cannot sleep but when he does the nightmares hunt him. The pain he feels and the fears he has almost kill the boy who lived. Until one day his girlfriend cannot handle it any longer and sends him to a clinic to get the help he so desperately needs. But recovery is not the only thing he finds in the clinic. *** I feel like I should give some warnings. This book contains a few things that I should probably warn you for (in the first chapter you can find more warnings) : - It is obviously a boyxboy story so if you do not feel comfortable reading a story with a homosexual theme please do not read the story. - It will contain mental illnesses and I do not want you to read another word of this book if you know your sensitive for this kind of things. Your mental health is way too important to take any risks! - And last of all, the story will probably contain a lot of grammar mistakes. You see, English is not my first language and this is actually my first English written story so please do not hate me if I make any mistakes. I want to emphasize that I do not support the fact that some people are romanticizing mental ilnesses out there. This story does contain mental health issues but it is about showing you that you will always be able to find love and support, no matter what. 2nd place - TheCosmicAwards 2019/2020

DO NOT OPEN // PROPERTY OF A MALFOY // DO NOT OPEN that means you Potter

𝕋ℍ𝕀𝕊 𝕋ℍ𝔼 𝕆ℝ𝕀𝔾𝕀ℕ𝔸𝕃 𝕊𝕋𝕆ℝ𝕐! ℝ𝔼𝕎ℝ𝕀𝕋𝔼 𝕀𝕊 𝕌ℙ ℕ𝕆𝕎! When Draco turned 16, he would find out that his life was anything but normal. He would experience things no one else would. Left desperate, he seeks the help of someone who would end up not only becoming his lover but becoming his source of life as well. When the line between pain and pleasure blurs, is he willing to risk everything to stay by their side? 𝕽𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖒𝖆𝖙𝖚𝖗𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖗 𝖘𝖊𝖝𝖚𝖆𝖑 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖙, 𝖘𝖙𝖗𝖔𝖓𝖌 𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖚𝖆𝖌𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖛𝖎𝖔𝖑𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊

Moaning Myrtle tells Harry about a boy coming to the girls bathroom to cry, but his attention is really captured when he is told that the boy is Draco Malfoy. Harry must question his own motives, wants and needs as he is led into epic battles and perilous emotions with the Slytherin boy. For people who want angst, Harry Potter being a little more emo, and a kind-of slowburn drarry with a fight scene here and there as a curve ball (please read trigger warning list at beginning of chapter 1)

I, like all others, am a victim. To life. To living. The endless circle of living and dying. But you. You never change. And me? I will die with no one knowing who I really was. My true self. Slowly. I wilt. And soon. Death. ____________________________________ [[[WARNING]]] This book contains topics of self harm, depression, self loathing and/or depreciation, blood, violence, and sexual scenes. If these are touchy subjects for you I STRONGLY advise you do not read.

This shows what I believe DRACO went through. He was always beat. Abused. Left to die over and over again. All by his father. None other than Lucius Malfoy himself. DRACO doesn't think he's good enough. No matter how hard he tries. No matter how much persuasion he has, he doesn't believe that he is good enough. ❗️WARNING ❗️ •May Trigger Self-harm•

(A Drarry Fanfiction) After the battle of Hogwarts, Draco is broken. No magical doctor or spell can heal him, because it's not his body that's broken. It's his heart. Draco doesn't know why. He doesn't understand these feelings. But he starts to once the dreams come...

"You were my miracle, and you saved me in every way imaginable." In which a hatred turns to a friendship, and a friendship becomes something more. ** this fic is completely unedited, rushed, and truly not thought though and slightly embarrassing but for some reason is getting a lot of reads