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Intoxicating by xcxxnanixxcx
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Rosalina, 24 year old whose family was just killed by her abusive FiancΓ©, escapes to New York where she gets sent to live with old best friend and Mafia Boss, Alec Salvatore. 27 year old Alec, a cold and dark man who would stop at nothing to have things his way. He was cruel and manipulative but when Rose got involved, that all changed. Not knowing that she might've traded one problem for an even bigger one. "No strings attached." He licks his lips and I don't think I've ever wanted anything more then I do right now. "No feelings." I add. "Good because I can't get your pretty little body out of my head." He growls, placing more kisses to my jawline. He can't get me out of his head. I suppress a smile from spreading on my lips. "So is that a yes?" He reaches down under my shirt, grabbing my breast. My back arches, slightly for him. God, this isn't good....but it feels too good to stop. His hands feel so intoxicating on my body. I just want more. More touching, more of him. "Rosalina, I need words." He demands, kissing me. Placing my arms around his neck as I play with his hair, "What would happen if I said yes?" I tease. "It means you are mine to please and vice versa. Something we both want." He says, his body towering over mine. Both want.... His hands on my breast, kneading and playing with me. I feel like I'm going to explode. "No strings attached." I reiterate, my lips lingering right below his. "No feelings'.' He responds, almost too quickly. "Think you can handle that?" "Yes.'' I lied. We both did. All rights reserved.
πΏπ‘œπ‘£π‘–π‘›π‘” π‘…π‘’π‘π‘˜π‘™π‘’π‘ π‘ π‘™π‘¦. by itsthatonewriter
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Davina Fright has spent her whole life trying to make ends meet for her and her little brother. Her world has been revolved around making sure he's protected and happy. Her wants and needs were always last in her mind, until she met Emilio. Emilio Roslyn, to Davina he was just another man, a scary one at that. He barely ever spoke and when he did it would only be to the same group of people and even then he would give one look and they'd fall to his knees. Emilio, was the most scary and ruthless person known in the underground world. He didn't listen to anyone's rules but his own, an important one being to stay alone. He was content with being alone, but when he meets Davina his world flips and suddenly he finds himself bending the rules and falling recklessly. Read 'Loving Killian' to know part of Emilios origin story. but you do not need to read it to read this book.
π·π‘’π‘“π‘–π‘Žπ‘›π‘π‘’ βœ”οΈ by itsthatonewriter
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"Aesira," he drew out. "Damon." I said his name back. "If you wear this again tomorrow I promise you I won't hesitate to rip it off your body," he said seriously, I couldn't tell if he was joking. "You wouldn't" I narrowed my eyes "Oh but blue... I would" he leaned forward bringing his face closer to mine and his hand drawing along my leg. I bit my lip once again that I was sure it would bleed, "fuck you" I whispered breathlessly. He pulled away so he could look me better in the eyes but still near my face. His lips twitched up into a devilish smirk. "Not yet..." TW: mature language, sexual content, abuse, death/murder, mental illnesses, sexual assault Defiance; bold disobedience Young unemployed Aesira has no idea what is in store for her at her new job. She expects nothing less then good money and nice people, instead Aesira finds herself dealing with Damon Perez- a hard headed, devilishly handsome, playboy who seeks nothing but pleasure-well seeked-he found himself not able to stay away. He's known to be the craziest man in the underground world because of his irrational decision making and the inability to keep his emotions under control. Aesira finds herself craving this man and the sensual desire that he brings, she tried running away in fears of being hurt again but Damon won't stop trying, he won't give up, not until she is his. A dark love story
πΏπ‘œπ‘£π‘–π‘›π‘” πΎπ‘–π‘™π‘™π‘–π‘Žπ‘›.βœ”οΈ by itsthatonewriter
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TW This story is under EXTREME EDITING!!! Dark, cold, emotionless, Ruthless, is what you'd expect from Killian Lorenzo. With one look you can be six feet underground, he hates most people he comes into contact with letting them know straight off the bat. ruthless self doesn't let him get close to anyone... But meeting a certain girl who abruptly comes into his life, he can't seem to phantom the thought that she has more to her than what she leads on, a darkness behind her Eyes possibly darker than his. His once serious strict rules of not becoming close to anyone immediately breaks in the hands of her. He finds himself annoyed and frustrated with everything she does. But they somehow keep coming into each others lives, and maybe just maybe she is as broken as him-possibly more Unedited ---------
Devils Revenge by aloraxarmen
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This book is a mafia romance/enemies to lovers. Trigger Warning, this book contains the following subjects. -alcohol and drug abuse -mentions of rape and flashbacks/scenes of rape -weapons and violence -course language -mature conversations -grief -mental and physical abuse -Self harm and suicide Victoria Crimson or as know in the underworld, Hells Gatekeeper, is one of the mafias most skilful assassins ever. She's a badass bitch who doesn't let anyone step over her or her friends. She kills without mercy. Vincenzo Donatello is Capo of the greatest and most powerful mafia in the world, the Italian mafia. He's cold and hates everyone but his family and his closest friends. What happens when these two enemies have to work together in order to get what they want? --------------- Started: April 23rd 2022 Finished: March 12th 2023
Numb Addiction EDITING by bells_writing
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What happens when the 'bad boy' meets the 'bad girl'? Two people. Two broken souls. Two addicts, who use their addictions to give them an ability that they lack: to be numb, or to have fun. Messy pasts, messy paths, messy futures. Sharing a social worker, a room, and a fear of love, join Catalina and Sin in this story. But remember, not all stories end in Happily Ever After. Will theirs? "Out of all my addictions, you are the one that scares me the most." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ALL RIGHTS RESERVED may seem like a cliche, but it has twists and turns you wouldn't expect ;) this book's writing will seem less matured, as I want it it to match their ages, but the sequel will be more matured as they will be older! x ⚠️ MATURE THEMES ⚠️ ⚠️SEXUAL THEMES ADDICTIONS SEXUAL ABUSE SUBSTANCE ABUSE ⚠️ COMPLETED (contains a few grammar mistakes, i'm essex okay?) cover by @freakiestsoul-
πƒπšπ§πœπ’π§π  𝐰𝐒𝐭𝐑 𝐭𝐑𝐞 πƒπžπ―π’π₯ [PUBLISHED] by authorcassielynn
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E-BOOK AVAILABLE ON AMAZON!! --- βπ‚π¨π¦πž 𝐨𝐧, πƒπ’πšπ―π¨π₯𝐨. πƒπšπ§πœπž 𝐰𝐒𝐭𝐑 𝐦𝐞.❞ --- Nirah dances for survival. Antonio acts without remorse. She never expected her nights on stage to lead her into the dangerous arms of ​​​​​​Antonio de Luca. The vile Italian don with luring green eyes and a striking smile. She's brave, seductive, and too smart to fall for a killer wrapped in Tom Ford. Antonio doesn't do love. He takes, he controls, and he destroys. Yet something about the fiery dancer tempts him in ways he can't ignore. He knows she's off-limits, but that won't stop him from making her his. In a world of crime, passion, and betrayal, falling for The Devil could mean losing everything.
A Brighter Tomorrow by MidnightGloryyyy
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Blaze Davis is the girl in the shadows. The one no one notices but if given a chance, could light up your world with a personality as unique as the scars adorning her body like damaged armour. She has secrets no one knows and hidden beneath that mask is a broken soul. She's seen pain in it's ugliest form. From losing her best friend to being a victim of constant abuse by her boyfriend, Blaze's life is no short of being called a wreck. She knows hurt like the back of her hand. For her, life resembles a tragic poem she can recite from the depths of her heart, knowing she'll always be stuck in the same verse and destined to a doomed path. Building up walls and trying to cement the cracks became more of a task rather than a coping mechanism, giving rise to a closed-off and withdrawn shell. Enter Rafael Hernandez. The Loner Bad Boy. A person with no shortage of wounds himself. He has demons of his own, fighting to take over. Plagued by the regrets and shadows of his past, he manages to hide behind a tough exterior of arrogance and hostility. Resorting to the darkness dwelling in the shadows of his mind, he's on the road to a catastrophic spiral that could leave him lifeless and desolate. What happens when he takes a sudden interest in her? Could this boy be enough to break down her walls? Or will he deepen her scars until she bleeds out from the pain? A storm of emotions like pain, love, agony, hurt, trust are unleashed when two lost souls intertwine in a hope to be found again. TRIGGER WARNING: This book contains themes of self harm, depression, abuse etc. If you are influenced by such topics, refrain from reading. It will get really deep so if you are triggered, I would advise you to not read the book highest rankings: #1 in badboy #1 in abused #1 in teenromance #1 in selfharmawareness #1 in sadness #3 in sad #3 in sexual assault
Relapse ON HOLD  by bells_writing
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Addictions are one of the most scariest things to have in your life. Whether it's you, a family member or a friend; it isn't just the person suffering who feels the pain, restriction and damage addictions cause. But with addiction, a Relapse is almost always inevitable. Catalina and Sin. Two extremely broken people, not looking for love, found it in a full-force toxic college romance. They say love is meant to mend and time is supposed to heal, but all it has done is hurt them more. With addiction, a Relapse is almost always inevitable. When two people who connected through pain caused by addiction collided, nothing went well for them. So what will happen when they collide again? Five years have passed, our characters have grown and changed, but one thing that never vanished was the fiery, irresistible and sexual passion/tension between the two. They were once addicted to each other. And as I said, with addictions [especially Numb Addictions]... a Relapse is almost always inevitable.
SeΓ±or Jefe βœ”οΈ by byzahra_xo
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SeΓ±or Jefe [trans. Mr Boss] They used to be best friends for 12 years, that was until he disappeared into thin air. 4 years later they meet again and he quickly leaves her the next morning, this time with two special gifts arriving nine months later. Madison Clarke - At 21 years old, she's just starting out her life which is thrown into chaos as soon as she reunites for one night with the man who broke her, the man who was supposed to be her best friend. Santiago HernΓ‘ndez - His name is synonymous with the likes of those before him, who have worked their way up through the ranks of the cartels to be the best. At 22 years old, he's the most feared, the most respected, the most ruthless cartel leader in America. But he wasn't always that way. Follow their journey through their ups and downs, their highs and lows, all while loving the two precious ones who bring them back together, igniting the flame between them. Completed - 6th September 2020