Currently on hold Updating/editing For all the kinky fucks out here. Cas uses his grace to establish his dominance over the poor, submissive, and needy Dean Winchester. They try their hardest to keep their new found dynamic (and blossoming relationship) a secret from the younger Winchester, but sometimes Castiel makes it very difficult.

((I am currently rewriting this story, hoping to get a new chapter redone every few days!)) Castiel had lost his grace, forced to feel the full extent of human emotions. He experienced hunger, exhaustion and pain. He felt satisfaction, joy and gratitude. He fought for his grace, and when he got his wish, he returned to nearly exactly how he had been before. Except now that he had known those emotions, it was hard to forget how they felt, all that remains now are ghosts of the things he experienced. He has forgotten hunger and fear, but some things still remain strong inside him. Among it all, he knows the feeling of loss the best now, having lost everything but the essence of how he felt towards the person he grew closest to. Castiel knows he would still do anything for the person he feels these odd things for, including giving up everything again if he had to. Maybe one day he'll understand what these feelings he has inside him means. Whether he has to figure it out himself or have help from the person he expected the least. The question he never thought to consider was if he would be alone in how he felt? OMG #33 in Deanxcastiel!! <3 #437 in Destiel Update! #69 in Destiel!!!!! GUYS #1 IN DESTIEL!!!

Dean Winchester and Castiel have been in love for years, but have denied it for fear of being rejected by the other. But Castiel finally takes the first step, changing their bond of friendship into love. Will it last? *DUN DUN DUN* READ TO FIND OUT

The angels have fallen. Castiel lost his grace, and is now a human. He experiences hunger, cold, need, but still pondered at the thought of love. Dean takes him under his wing and helps him understand his new way of life; every aspect. Even though his grace is lost, the affair between a man and an angel is forbidden. Not to mention, an angel and a Winchester. In addition to the internal conflicts between the two, they also have to worry about the bounty put on Castiel's head by the other fallen angels.

Now that Cas is human, some things are a lot harder to do, but it has is plus sides. Feelings, for one thing, are both pleasant and not pleasant, except when they involve Dean. Nor Dean, Cas or Sam know whether Cas will ever get his grace back, and what is going on with Metatron in heaven. Luckily, they get some help from Charlie and a certain other angel. Together, they try to do what's right, and it leads them to doing things they never thought they'd be doing. Word count: 37k

Dean Winchester is finally free and can finally live his own life. Write his own story. And yet, he is nowhere near being happy. On the contrary, he is feeling worse than he has ever felt before. Learning that the one thing that Dean has dreamed about for years, the one thing that could make him truly happy, was always within reach for him - has left him more broken than he has ever been before. The moment he learned this, was both the happiest moment in his life. But also the most heartbreaking. Dean's one wish in life has always been to be loved back the way he loves his family. Being loved back the same way he has loved Castiel for the last decade. And now he can have that. He can have Cas. He only needs to save his angel first. * * * * * * Season 15 fix it fanfic (in which the cursed finale doesn't exist at all). [I do not own any of the main characters] words: 40k AN: Can also be found on ao3 under the same username: @/FirebreathingReader. (please excuse the shitty cover, I can't edit shit if my life depended on it, but please don't repost) (*English is not my first language, so I apologize for any typos*)

A case comes up at a councelling retreat and Sam, Dean and Cas go to check it out. Sam snatches up the only job vacancy forcing Cas and Dean to go in as a couple. None of them expect the events that unfold (but they kinda do).

Cas, Dean, and Sam have been hunting together and splitting off to take smaller jobs. The story starts with the three of them on three separate hunts. Cas is human and wounded. He shows up at Dean's motel in need of help. What proceeds is the two of them meeting up with Sam and going on an involved hunt, over the course of which Dean and Cas slowly figure out their feelings for each other. Lots of awkwardness (in a good way), some mild angst, comfort, and eventually fluff and smut.

Angels are dicks, at least, that's what Dean Winchester thinks. He stands by his rules, and his rules only that not even his younger brother Sam Winchester, can't interfere. And then, Dean went to hell. Literally. And once he saw the blue-eyed, soft-spoken Angel of The Lord, Castiel, he knew that he brought big trouble. And now that the angel is tagging along, will Dean finally abide a rule he swore he'd never break?