Meredith and Derek knew each other when they were kids... watch them grow up together and possibly drift apart.

⚠️WARNING: THIS BOOK IS MATURE⚠️ This story contains - longer chapters than most fanfics - sex - blood/abuse - violence - medical words - difficult words like 'svelte' - music [which will never be necessary to understand the book] . . . BLURB: Derek's catches Addison cheating on him with Finn. Finn is Derek's identical twin. Derek leaves NY and moves into the trailer in Seattle. Upon meeting Meredith, he starts to have panic attacks in his sleep. In his dreams, Derek meets his subconscious. Meredith helps Derek through his problems. . . . Tiktok + Instagram: goldempaddy . . . [I did not think that i had to type this but: anyone who makes fun of (rudely) or begins name calling in the cmt section will loose my respect and the respect of all my tiktok and instagram fans]

MerDer. Meredith is appointed the new Chief of Surgery at Seattle Grace when her intern year should have been beginning. She's a surgical prodigy and moves to Seattle and meets Derek Shepherd, the head of neurosurgery. Sucky summary but give it a try. Basically a lighthearted MerDer story. Derek was never married to Addison. Meredith & Alex friendship

* CURRENTLY BEING EDITED * ALL EDITED CHAPTERS START WITH A NUMBER _________________________________ In our lifetimes we are given many options. Stupid little choices We decide what schools we want to go to, what color shoes we're going to wear, orange or apple, paper or plastics Its these choices that shape who we are. What happens when the right path isn't as clear as it once was? What happens when mistakes are made that can't be fixed? What happens when one teeensie little choice changes everything? And that one meaningless decision means the difference between life... ... and death? Meredith Grey made a choice once. 🔞⚠️TRIGGER WARNINGS:⚠️🔞 Graphic descriptions of: Sexual assult Physical and emotional abuse Violence Mature scenes Strong Language If you are sensitive to any of these topics please do not continue, if you still want to read, every chapter is marked with the relevant warnings and chapters with smut have warnings where the actual smut begins and ends incase you don't feel comfortable reading.

After a tumultuous fight with Derek, Meredith feels more alone than ever. So she drinks and drinks and then she ends up in hospital. Meredith is strong, but is this the one thing thing that will destroy her? MerDer story. Set around season 5 (when Derek throws Merediths ring) but might jump from season to season. Characters may not be to true to the series. tw mentions of rape

Derek Shepherd comes into a new town as an attending at Grey-Sloan Memorial, while he's also handling the struggle of being a single father to his teenage daughter.

Meredith Grey (26) is just starting her intern year at Seattle Grace, choosing to return to Seattle after growing up in Boston because she has always felt some urge to go to back to her first home after being ripped away from it at such a young age. She also wanted to put some distance between herself and her mother, hoping to avoid east coast nepotism in the surgery world. Meredith had a tough childhood growing up, causing her to be "dark and twisty" and to have commitment issues and not believe in love. Derek Shepherd (38) is the arrogant, workaholic Head of Neurosurgery at Seattle Grace. Derek has always cared more about his reputation in the surgery world more than anything else, other than his family. Derek avoids committed relationships, having no interest in finding something serious as it would affect his work and reputation. Although he has a good reputation in the surgery world, inside the hospital people try to avoid him at all costs. What happens when a young intern catches Derek's attention and makes him reconsider everything. The problem is, she doesn't seem interested in the angry and intimidating head of neuro, not to mention the fact that he is her boss.

After Derek leaves for D.C. Meredith is heart broken and refuses to keep a long distance relationship.

Meredith Grey and Derek Shepherd AU! Meredith is a Senior at University of Washington in Seattle studying premed, fall quarter is about to start so she decides to spend one last night out on the town where she meets handsome and charismatic Derek. Derek is an AP anatomy and physiology professor at the UW. It is his first year in Seattle and so he has decided to go out and get to know the city better. It is then that he finds himself in the company of the young and mysterious Meredith. Will contain other greys characters and some cannon events, but will definitely be different!

Patrick Dempsey is a 27 year old heartthrob and movie star. He has every girl falling at his feet and fans following him everywhere he goes. Ellen Pompeo is a 23 year old Boston bar owner who is not impressed with Patrick Dempsey's heartthrob status. She doesn't see why every girl on the planet is in love with him. What happens when Patrick stumbles into Ellen's bar? Will sparks fly or will Patrick's superstar status and bunch of screaming fans get in the way? Set in 1993