ALL CREDITS GO TO "fullcollapse" on livejournal for this absolutely beautiful story. Mostly AU, high school age setting. With the help of his friends, Ryan has just learned how to like life. Brendon hasn't yet found such luck. This is a story about strong relationships, trust, not wanting to be alone, and holding hands. There's a river, and just like its never-ending path to the ocean, some things just go on forever. Sometimes you need someone more than you need yourself, and sometimes, that's okay. Rating: R. Word count: 200,000+

Ryan finds a guy with a coffee shop. He kinda falls for him.

Ryan works at a LGBT support hotline. He isn't enthusiastic about it at all. Brendon is a closeted gay kid who has no one to talk to. What are the odds of their connection through their phone calls? TW// homophobic slurs ((maybe)) cover by @mi_cro_wave

Ryan comes across the famous "Milk Fic" and is curious if what the writer wrote was physically possible. He storms to Brendon and shows him his phone with the "Milk Fic" up on the screen.... what happens? What does Brendon say? **Read to find out... if you dare**

If you have read the milk FIC I would like to apologise and recommend you talk to a professional. This is a sequel duh I am not the original creator of the milk fic I am just here to make some memes .don't attack me!

DISCLAIMER: I do not own this story. All credit for the original content goes to Anna Green of @beggarsnotes on livejournal. Basically I put THROAM into a gangsta translator and I had to share it. "I have swerved mah hoopty onto his fuckin lane, n' our crazy asses have collided yet again. Crash. Bang. Smoke."

the heart rate of the mouse quotes. i do not own any of these, all credit goes to anna green.

The sex industry was a dangerous place, everyone knew that. Sure, it had its perks, but for glamour model Ryan Ross, the only perk was being asked to partake in a photoshoot with gorgeous pornstar Brendon Urie, a man he both hated and admired. That single photoshoot might just have been the detonation that started everything: the lies, the affairs, the heartbreak, the scheming - in order to stay sane, you had to keep your hands to yourself. And for someone like Brendon, it would be the hardest thing he'd ever had to do. Because when you fall, you bring everyone else down with you. "How can you be okay with yourself knowing that you caused all...this?" "I'm never okay with myself, Ryan. Ever." ---------------------------------------------------------------------------

RYDEN (KINDA DIRTY)

***Beautiful Cover done by: @SICKOFSOULMATES*** Eating Disorder: Any of a range of psychological disorders characterized by abnormal or disturbed eating habits (such as Anorexia or Bulimia nervosa). Ryan isn't perfect, but he will be