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Skinny Love (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616
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Dream is trying to hide his eating disorder, depression and anxiety really badly, but George and Sapnap start noticing more and more signals. When Dream is home alone, Sapnap and George fly over. Dream passes out and George and Sapnap realise something is completely wrong. At the same time Dream starts realising his crush on George, but George doesn't seem to feel the same... in fact he seems to be homophobic... All stories around the eating disorder, depression and anxiety are based on my own life, the ship isn't and everything based around their lives also isn't. TW's: -eating disorder -depression -anxiety -self harm -suicidal thoughts and attempts (mentions)
Different But Unique  by lisaaaaa1616
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After George is kicked out from his home for being transgender, he looses hope in ever finding someone that would accept him for who he really is. George's only option was to move in with his homophobic grandparents and he only wishes to be called a boy however that apparently was too much to ask. In a last attempt to find happiness he attends a music class as he enjoys singing. He meets a boy, Clay, however will Clay be just like the others? TW's: -Transphobia/homophobia -Gender dysphoria -Suicidal thoughts -Mental abuse -Self hate (Not really a TW, I think. George has transitioned and he's still in transition. I'm aware that this is not how it goes for everyone)
Left Me || Dreamnotfound by SxmplyMoxxi
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George and Clay have been best friends since first grade, but recently Clay has been changing, hes been doing more with the "popular" guys, leaving George broken. Especially beacuse he has found out that he has developed feelings for his best friend. As Clay distances himself more and more from his old friendgroup George starts to get targeted by Clays new friends, who beat him up, leave mean comments and so on. At some point it gets to overwhelming for George.
               ㅡ hanakotoba. 「 sapnap x george, sapnapnotfound 」!finished! by isleofdream
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「 花言葉。」 ❝ is it bad to be so selfish sometimes? ❞ 「 sapnapnotfound hanahaki disease au/fanfiction (read the first page first!) 」 「!read hanahaki first!」 「!FINISHED!」 highest rankings: ㅡ #8 in painful ㅡ #12 in sadstory ㅡ #14 in epistolary ㅡ #40 in minecraft
why did you do it? - Karlnap - Enemies To Lovers by Wwastaken
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"Karl got addicted to him. Only a few weeks of knowing Nick and Karl was unable to function without him." High school au. Sapnap is a football team captain, tall, mean looking dude. Karl? Soft boy, new in town (TW: homophobia, self harm, violence, smut) Words total: 74926 This used to be #1 in karlnap, I personally think it gets good after the 22nd chapter. Yep, I don't like my own story, Idk why so many people enjoy it. (I will be rewriting this fic in the future btw) If any cc in this won't feel comfortable about such fanfictions I will immediately take it down. I don't ship real people!
A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616
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Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD
Forbidden Love by lisaaaaa1616
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George and Clay are forced to leave each other's side after their parents fell out over Clay's brother having a boyfriend, they become forbidden to any kind of contact, because of a terrible fight between the two parents. But how long will that last? Neither of their parents are aware that George's and Clay's bond is anything more than a friendship, yet they both manage to form a secret relationship together managing to hide it from George's homophobic parents. At their best friend Sapnap's house they're able to be alone. Just as they think they are safe more problems arise. TW's: -Homophobia/transphobia (usage f-slur) -Mental and psychical (child) abuse -A big fight (death threats+insults)
               ㅡ hanahaki. 「 dreamnotfound, gream 」!finished! by isleofdream
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「 花吐き。」 ❝ it's too late to say how i feel. ❞ 「 dreamnotfound hanahaki disease au/fanfiction (read the first page first!) 」 「!FINISHED!」 highest rankings: ㅡ #1 in dreamxgeorge ㅡ #1 in chats ㅡ #2 in painful ㅡ #2 in epistolary ㅡ #2 in sadstory ㅡ #3 in bbh ㅡ #13 in minecraft ㅡ #32 in sad ㅡ #43 in dreamnotfound ㅡ #100 in shortstory ㅡ #117 in dream
Until I Met You by lisaaaaa1616
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After George accidentally outs himself in front of the popular and homophobic guys of the school everything seems fine at first. However, that soon changes when he receives weird and hurtful messages online, this soon escalates from just one message to something much more serious. Meanwhile, Clay is closeted yet he has known he likes boys for a while now after falling for George. However, he can never seem to find the time to talk to anyone about this as he has to constantly help his sick mum and sister. With the cyber bullying all becoming too much, George becomes extremely overwhelmed, while Clay finds himself taking more and more medication to calm himself every day. This soon escalated from a small issue into something unimaginably worse. TW's: -Usage too much medication -Homophobia (usage f-slur) -Suicide attempt/thoughts -Mentions heart disease -Burnout/depression -(Cyber) bullying -Mental abuse -Overdose -Abuse