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Being lost in life is worse than being lost in an unfamiliar city. How can you find your way back when you can't even remember the important missing piece of your life? You're obviously out of your head. Zyonn Xyle Gonzales, a straight guy seemingly living his life to the fullest, experiences a change when Brix enters the picture. Everything about him is oddly challenging... having a narcissistic male best friend who makes his life more questionable than it already is, bringing chaos not just into his life, but into his very being. Something's off. Something else is probably missing along his path. But who would have thought that Brix would be the one to put back all the pieces that Zyonn never knew he needed?

They say to be known is to be loved, but for Asher, being known means surrendering the very parts of himself the world has learned to wound. He survives by hiding-burying his weaknesses, masking his scars, and keeping his heart out of reach. But there is one person he cannot escape: Theon, the one who sees him too clearly. As Theon comes to know him more deeply, Asher feels his carefully hidden fractures laid bare, exposed in ways that terrify him. Believing distance is safer than vulnerability, Asher chooses anger as his shield, pushing away the one person who knows him best-before love can hurt him first.

Xavier Damon Moretti doesn't play nice. A psychology student with a short fuse and a bad reputation, he's known on campus as the rebel without a cause-smoker, underground motor racer, walking fight club. A certified black sheep who doesn't give a damn what anyone thinks. Especially not Atticus Vale Serrano-his golden boy rival. Atticus is everything Xavier hates. Clean-cut, calculated, and too perfect for his own good. An engineering student who always has his shit together. Student council favorite. The face of every university campaign. And most importantly, Xavier's mortal enemy. But everything shifts after a brutal accident on the court-when Serrano crashes into Xavier's knee during a basketball game, ruining his chances to race again. Xavier swears to hate him more than ever. But hate gets complicated when Serrano starts showing up. Every day. With meds. With food. With quiet care behind that emotionless mask. And no matter how many times Xavier curses him, pushes him, shoves him away... Atticus stays. Until one day, he doesn't. When Atticus finally walks away, Xavier realizes the one truth he's never dared to face: He didn't hate him. He loved him. BL story started: 05/13/25

**For anyone reading or who has read 'Crush', this is the story of Jenson and Caleb** They say the course of true love never did run smooth... Watching his best friend, Oliver, fall in love with his old friend, Asher, almost breaks Jenson Archer's heart. He's only ever had eyes for Oliver, but has never admitted it out loud. Not even to Oliver. Choosing to stay close to Oliver rather than push him away, Jenson tries to support Oliver's relationship with Asher, while secretly wishing for a relationship like theirs for himself. Caleb Tennyson believes he's in love with Asher. After Asher moves to a different school and almost breaks Caleb's heart, Caleb's still determined to keep Asher in his life. He even tracks Asher down and declares his love for him, all the while knowing that Asher is in love with Oliver. Both Jenson and Caleb are too busy trying to love someone that isn't meant for them, almost obsessing over their friends, that neither of them are prepared for when they meet each other by chance one day ... and are totally blown away. As life moves forward, they try to navigate their new relationship while being apart from each other at college, attempt to overcome jealousy and addictions and then watch from the sidelines as their best friends and former crushes marry each other. Will their own relationship stay the course?

Oliver Pierce and Asher Williams have known each other for years as their dads work together. Secretly, both young men have been crushing on each other yet, they each believe they don't stand a chance with the other and grow apart over the years. But then a chance does present itself. Asher is being transferred from a private school to Oliver's high school. After the school principal finds out the two of them have a history, he asks Oliver to be the one to show Asher around the school, even putting their schedules together so that they have the same classes. As the two of them rekindle a friendship that they thought they'd lost, it soon becomes obvious that their feelings for one another have never died. The more time they spend together, the stronger their feelings become. They both secretly want the friendship to morph into something more, something that they have only ever dreamed of ... But the outside world is waiting for them .... Ready to keep them apart. Ready to throw obstacles at them. And ready to judge.

💔 Alex Sinclair can't touch his wife anymore. The marriage is crumbling, and he's desperate for answers. When his wife's friend suggests a sex therapist, Alex agrees-anything to fix himself. But he never expected Arian Delvin. Sharp. Disarming. Too pretty for his own good. And in one charged session after another, Arian sees straight through him... unlocking cravings Alex doesn't understand. He came for help. He left with hands on his body, lips on his skin- and a secret that could destroy everything. ⸻ 🔥 He loves his wife. But it's a man who makes him feel alive again. So who is Alex, really?

[PREVIOUSLY TITLED CHASING BACK ALLEYS] ❝Once a King, always a King.❞

Rayne has a routine, a plan. He lives life according to this routine. A few times a week, his routine allows him a few hours to hide away in his diner. Everything is always the same in this diner, even the variances are consistent. That is, until the gray-haired manager hires a new waiter who moves about like a tornado. This boy does not know Rayne's "usual" or his proclivity to be left alone so he can watch and study the people living around him. This new waiter disrupts his routine in all the worst ways and Rayne can't help but hate him. He doesn't seem to care, however, continuing to disrupt Rayne and see Rayne and pop Rayne's bubble of safety, and ask Rayne questions that he doesn't want to answer. It was all quite aggravating really. •••••• He looked vaguely familiar, like an ancient statute carved from marble or a delicately crafted oil painting you can see only in the galleries in Europe. He was all but perfect, just one minor flaw over his eyebrow- a scar where hair refused to grow, leaving a pale gash to interrupt his dark eyebrow. I noticed, between all my studying of this strange man's face, that his lips were moving. I had no desire to hear what he was saying. I was content to just watch. The ways his lips parted and pressed together, his porcelain teeth teasing an appearance behind them. I watched him speak, not hearing a word, until he stopped, his lips curving up and open on one end in an aggravating smirk. I don't know why it aggravated me, but it did. I furrowed my brows and removed an earbud, moving my eyes back up to his. His eyes seemed to aggravate me too. They looked all too teasing, all too amused. 🎖️ #1- yearn- Feb 18, 2026🥇 #1- love- Dec 18, 2025🥇 #1- slowburn- Dec 18, 2025🥇 #2- boyxboy- Dec 18, 2025🥈 #2- bxb- Dec 18, 2025🥈 #2- manxman- Dec 18, 2025🥈 #3- literature- Feb 14, 2026🥉 #10- lgbt- Dec 26, 2025