Carina, a small town Italian beauty, moves to St. Theresa's Boarding Academy--the same school her mother, the late Valentina Castiglione, shook up with her presence decades ago. In the midst of packing for her move, she discovers her mother's high school diary--which details all of the sexual (mis)adventures she faced while at St. Theresa's. Deciding to emulate that image once she arrives at St. Theresa's, Carina soon transforms herself to the most beautiful and desired girl on campus. In the midst of doing so, she seduces her art teacher, Mr. Hummels, into a clandestine relationship; and she garters the attention of the school's self-righteous star footballer Robert Lewandowski as well--but lust soon turns to obsession, and Carina realizes too late that if she wishes to elude her mother's tragic fate, she'll have to give up her mother's glamorous and seductive lifestyle altogether as well. (based, in part, off of the movie 'Poison Ivy 2: Lily')

dortmund, nazi germany; ww2. how did two nazi soldiers find themselves in love with a jew? (completed) (RE-EDITING, 2020)

enigma; a person or thing that is mysterious, puzzling, or difficult to understand. in which a 30 year old who, after having already ruined his reputation thanks to an incident with his coach's daughter, decides to involve himself in an intimate affair with an 18 year old that's just as lost in life as he is. (COMPLETED)

"sometimes you fall in love with the most unexpected person at the most unexpected time." © marcinhoe completed 2/10/15

❝Ella, go away, I don't want you, I never did.❞ ❝You don't mean it, you're just trying to mess with my head!❞ ❝I'm not lying to you, leave me fucking alone already, didn't you just say I am satan himself?❞ In which a Ella, a nursing student, meets Antoine she realized what he is only from the first impression, he is satan. Antoine goes around sleeping with any girl he wants, but there was something about Ella that caught his eyes, maybe the terrible things she has been going through. For some reason he can't stop his bad habits and keeps hurting her again and again. All rights reserved © 2016 fcbayernmunich

for magdalena, a polish jew, the law of attraction had always meant that everyone always got what they deserved. she had always strictly adhered to this law, but that was before the war. that was before she became the housemaid of the stern commandant Marco Reus, and before she met Robert Lewandowski, the compassionate owner of the nearby factory that employed her family. most importantly, however, it was before she found herself entangled in a messy triangle with the both of them-and it was before she realized that whatever the law of attraction was, regardless of what it declared, that one thing was certain: she was breaking it.

"She's my therapy, my happiness, my reason to carry on even though we are just a fling" ©durmmels, 2015

"an assassin's first murder is himself. he kills the man he was." - in which marco and his childhood sweetheart are separated due to marco's dangerous decisions.

*SEQUEL to the diary* seven years after her disastrous year spent at st. theresa's, carina castiliogne-soon to be carina lewandowska-is still the exact same girl. or, rather, woman. after an encounter with mats at his own mother's funeral; the memories of that cursed year she endured years ago and had managed to hide in the deepest corners of her mind begin to come flooding back. of course, the moment the memories come back, so do the dark figures that haunt them-an ex-rapist, ex-bully, and ex-lover, among the few-and carina realizes that running away from the disastrous and haunting fate that seems to have been bestowed upon her ever since she came into existence wouldn't be as easy as she thought.

- you take me higher, higher than i've ever been.