When you fall into your own world it's like no one around you matters, you make scenarios that you crave for and you make yourself the best you could be, But when Sophie falls into her world she is filled with the negativity that has built up inside her, she does the complete opposite and creates her own demons with her mind with no hope of defeating them. Can her friends and a mysterious boy lurking in the shadows save her from her depression or will it consume her into the oblivion? ~TRIGGER WARNINGS; depression, self harm, maybe smut (maybe;-;) possible character death, mentions of abuse,rape and bullying and a fuck load of swearing xD

"what fades must come back." >> this book was written before the song 'if you don't know' was released, but seems to be closely related. disclaimer: i wrote this in 2014. it's really bad. also the picture used in the cover was created by me and reposted onto other social medias by fans i gave permission to.

Luke is the lead singer of the band 500 Years of Winter and Ashton's biggest fan. Ashton is a Youtuber and Luke's biggest fan. Side Stories: Michael is a gay weirdo who starts dating Ashton's best friend. Calum is bisexual and thinks no one wants him. NO MALUM!!

"Love will always be a stronger bond then blood, Ashton."

“Hi, welcome to Pauli’s Guitar Shop. I’m Emilia. How can I--” I paused, dropping my pen on the counter. It was him. That one person I was trying to forget all my life. Tony Perry. He looked up from his phone, staring into my eyes. “Oh, you’re a fan?” And with only four words, my heart was broken into several pieces for the second time, by the exact same person. © 2013-2014, PRECIADONT. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED.