All though the titans are everywhere and everyone is confined in the walls love still exists for some. However Levi is convinced that it is not for him. He is broken, depressed, suicidal, and hates almost everything/everyone. How could anyone love him? Who could he love? How will this turn out? (WARNING! This contains triggers, smut, and really dark things! Read at your own risk!)

WARNING. EXTREME SMUT CONTENT. Erwin is holed up in that office of his---bored and depressed about not being needed. To pass the night away and drown in his childish sorrows, he cracks open a bottle of liquor.. maybe two.. maybe three. Seeing the light on in the commander's office, Levi intrudes upon his pitty party, demanding that he knock it off with the drinking and go to bed.. but with that stubbornness of his, Erwin refuses. The blond then proceeds to tease his subordinate.. and later, seduce. Had he had one too many drinks?

The battle to reclaim wall Maria costs many good soldiers their life and it pushes Levi on the edge of deciding whom to grant life as a titan and whom not. It was a decision between his commander Erwin and Armin. He made the only right choice he could do in that moment. He gives the one he dedicated his life into the hands of death. However death doesn't want him and Erwin Smith survives his deadly injuries only because of the skilled hands and endless efforts of his doctor, but everything got his price. Erwin Smith is not the man he was before, but how will the things be when he wakes up again? Will he and Levi be finally able to live how their hearts tell them? Note: This story is taken directly from a roleplay I am currently doing. Me and my partner do our best to respond at least once a day. Sadly I lost the first two responses of my partner, but I will wrap the beginning up in the first part here, please stay tuned and read all. Also remember, that the length of each story will vary due to the amount we replied to one another.

This is a fanfiction love story between Levi and Erwin from Attack on Titan . There will be smut . Enjoy !