In which the 20 year old 'retired death eater' enlists the help of the order and finds that her old DADA professor trusts her when no one else will. Remus Lupin x fem!oc Golden trio era VERY! slow burn best rankings- 5 in fanfiction 1 in remus lupin 1 in lupin 1 in remus I DO NOT OWN HARRY POTTER OR THE HP ORIGINAL PLOT- ONLY MY OCS N OWN PLOTPOINTS

COMPLETED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ❝ 𝐢 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮. ❞ ❝ 𝐰𝐞'𝐫𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐨𝐧. 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. ❞ - 5th-7th YR. OOTP-TDH extended summary + triggers in intro #7 in dracomalfoy - 10/31/20 #2 in goldentrio - 11/10/20 #5 in zabini - 12/15/20 #10 in redemption - 12/26/20 #1 in wizard - 01/03/21 #1 in malfoyfamily - 01/07/21

"I've never...ever in my whole fucking life let someone in, but you have managed to infiltrate me in every sense of the word. I hate more than anything that you are my weakness, Rose, but you are and I need you to realize that and admit that I am the same to you before I lose my fucking mind." His eyes squinted with tear of frustration and desperation. Why did I have the urge to wipe them away as one slid down his cheek? (TWs in AN) *DO NOT REPOST OR PRINT WITHOUT PERMISSION* *THE CHARACTERS I OWN ARE ROSE EROS, LEONARDO RILEY, CELIA RILEY, FLORA AND VICTOR EROS! ALL OTHER CHARACTERS BELONG TO JKR!!*