Kirishima POV: I always feel like I am drowning. In everything. Holding my breath when things get rough, living in isolation, the muffled voice of those on the surface. But there's a different side to this. It's peaceful in the bottom of the ocean. No one can hurt me down here. It hurts, holding my breath and being so alone.... but if I dare to peak over the surface then people will see me, I'll be vulnerable, no one will like what they find. So I'll stay. And I'll drown myself here, forever. Trigger warning ⚠️ Depression Anxiety Attempted suicide Swearing Abuse Bullying Self harm This story is very triggering. Please do not read if uncomfortable Again this is my first fanfic but I'm gunna try my best! Characters belong to Horikoshi kohei.

COMPLETE : Phil moves to England, to study at a school after a massive argument with his family.- trigger warnings; cutting, sucide references and attempts.

so basically if you've stumbled across this story i must warn you of suicide, self-harm, abuse, alcohol, language, and sex ;) so Phil gets assigned a new project for his astronomy class and instantly likes dan. Although his constant insecurities and troubled memories always cause him to believe that dan could never love him. Dan, though, has fallen for this sad boy and also believes that Phil couldn't like him back. then sad things happen, happy things happen, blah blah blah read it to find out if your reading it, i declare you awesome

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each other better and discover things about themselves they never guessed.

plz don't read this it's dumb and I'm embarrassed. (2016) - Dan and Phil begin to develop feelings toward eachother but not sure how to explain it. Is it a crush? Or more? And what happens when they're both called to do a segment together for a youtube convention? Will they act fine or will they remain friends? WARNING. TRIGGERS OF SUICIDE, AND SELF HARM. written October 2012. // this was my first fic and i am aware that there are a lot of mistakes (lowercase intended)

Phil is a Neko who was abandoned by his family. He is rescued by a rich pack of wolves and he was to get used to not always having to do everything for himself and for others. He falls in love with the oldest son and they become mated. Even though they are now together, they still have to face all the obstacles thrown at their way. Abuse!, Neko!, Carrier!, Werewolf! Fluff with mild angst

I've always heard the theory that being in an insane asylum corrupts your brain more than the actual disease does. Never did I realize I'd live that theory.

Love becomes a little more complicated for Dan Howell and Phil Lester as they battle crazy girlfriends, depression, multiple near death experiences and supernatural encounters. Just how much can these guys take before their relationship starts to crack?

When young Kellin and his mom move from their native Michigan to sunny California, will the boy who is just as broken as Kellin be the love he has been searching for? Or will the love they share be less than bulletproof? *TRIGGER WARNING* This story contains/will contain moments of drug and alcohol use and abuse, self harm and suicide, anorexia/bulimia/EDNOS, smut and language. Also, this is a gay love story, Kellic- Kellin Quinn of Sleeping With Sirens and Vic Fuentes of Pierce The Veil. There will be other band members but they may not be permanent characters. PS don't get offended over stupid shit please and thank you.