How a Resurrection Really Feels written by Anna Green, beggarsnotes on LJ around 2008. I am only posting as these are so hard to find and someone may want to read. I have a lot of them saved from wayyy back in the day, found them on a very very old laptop and managed to transfer them over, wanted to share as they are virtually impossible to find easily. ALL RIGHTS TO ANNA GREEN, BEGGARSNOTES

It was my fault she was crying. It was an accident, all an accident. I didn't want to carry his baby. Why would I have ever wanted this? ☆ Ryden Mpreg. If you do not like Mpregs, then please do not read. ☆ SIDE PROJECT !

Ryan finds the perfect opportunity to explore a previously uncharted area of his sexuality in secret during a month long summer road-trip to California with his best friend. But now he's back in Las Vegas for his Senior year and he can continue to compartmentalize this part of himself and pretend that everything is normal. But then Brendon Urie happens. Again. And again and again and again... can Ryan handle it this time? In which Ryan struggles to keeps everything together and honestly just needs a hug. ~~~Ryan's POV~~~ ***includes smut, language some might find offensive, underage drinking/drug use, sexual assault and mediocre writing. Started: Oct. 15, 2018 # 1 in Ryden @ some point ***I DO NOT SUPPORT BRENDON URIE OR ACTUALLY SHIP RYDEN

Missing Name: Brendon Urie Age: 19 years old Gender: Male Brendon has dark brown hair and chocolate brown eyes, he's 5,9 feet tall and has a bit plumpy lips. The last time he was seen was at the palace, wearing a pair of black jeans a white dress shirt and a brown jacket Reward: 150.000$ If you see him or have any information please inform the royal family any way possible. ------------------------------------------------------------------

Brendon thinks his life's a roller coaster.

"You're staring again", Brendon noticed. I looked away trying to find the fly but it was nowhere to be seen. I heard Brendon chuckle next to me making me grin. I knew he would. ***** Ryan Ross was born in 2000, but what happens if he and his friends will accidently travel to his birthyear? And what will happen when he finds a reason to stay there...?

BRENDON URIE IS A LITTLE THAT JUST NEEDS TO COPE WITH SOME STUFF AND DALLON AND BREEZY ARE MORE THAN HAPPY TO HELP OUT SUCH A SPECIAL LITTLE BOY.

In which Brendon cleans the apartment of published author Ryan Ross to finance his college studies, and Spencer opens up an Indian style café and hires Jon to brew his fair trade coffee. Excerpt: Brendon sorts through Ryan's bathroom utensils while Nirvana is blasting from the speakers in the living room. Two tubes of toothpaste join a peaceful parade next to lip balm, moisturizing cream, aftershave and eyeliner that appears to have dried up. It honestly wouldn't have taken Spencer's insinuation to figure out that Ryan's not entirely straight. To be fair, the lube in the bedroom drawer was a tiny clue, too, and yes, Brendon might have been snooping just a little. Anyone who's in the middle of reading Ryan's book would be curious, and Brendon's especially curious where Ryan hides all the drugs he must have been doing during the writing process, churning out page after page when he was only nineteen. Against the background of Behind the Sea, it's also easier to make sense of the scribbled notes Ryan leaves lying around, the tone and particular way in which Ryan phrases things slightly more familiar. Some of them have Brendon's fingers itching with music. Ryan's writing is even more lyrical when it's torn out of context, isn't bundled up neatly within a chapter. Brendon refrains. It's really not his place to leave a mark like that on things he's merely supposed to straighten up. Link to the original story: http://zarah5.livejournal.com/35320.html

[ I WROTE THIS YEARS AGO BEWARE ] • Ryan Ross is a vampire Brendon is a human Things spiral from here

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