cedarcity101
Are you okay? I haven't heard from you in two or three months. I'm starting to believe something bad has happened to you.
I've checked the mail every day, the only reason I've left the bed. I still haven't washed the sheets. I know, it is disgusting, I just can't bring myself to wash off the smell of you.
Today you have red carnations. These represent admiration and missing someone. I admire and miss you. Please come home, Dream. Please. I have nobody to talk to, nobody to sleep with. I don't want anyone else- just you.
I noticed that I couldn't see the color of the carnations today, I picked them just yesterday. What does that mean? Does that mean you're hurt? Please at least write back, tell me you love me. I need to know if you're still with me, baby. I'm sure you are, you're so strong- such a fighter. You're trained for this, right? You worked hard for this, to serve your country, right?
Please answer me, I don't know how else to reach you Please, my darling.
I'll love you and miss you forever until you're safely in my arms.