Formerly known as Claire Doyle, The Nyx is forced to confront the demons in her past in order to save those she loves. The Winter Soldier remembers her. He had saved her and now needs Nyx to save him. Can two soldiers disobey commands in order to save each other?

Before Hydra, James Buchanan Barnes had discovered a love for someone special who would survive even the darkest days of the war. Before Hydra, Claire Doyle had spent her life blocking the past and fighting for her future. Before Hydra, they had become lost in their love. . .

Jayne Robbins has been living a lie for the past year. She doesn't have any memories about who she is or her past. When she finally finds out who she really is everything changes. No longer without memories, she joins her best friend Steve Rodgers to bring down Hydra. But what happens when she comes face to face with a man from the past? The Winter Soldier. The man she used to know and love. James Buchanan Barnes. (I recommend that you watch or know the story of 'Captain America: The Winter Soldier' before reading this book as it will make more sense!)

"I love you." I told him. He smiles kissing me on the lips. "And I love you . Always have and always will."

"Trust me Barnes, I'm pretty hard not to be attracted to." --- [Bucky Barnes x Female OC] *TRIGGER WARNINGS: Mentions of Alcohol misuse, Pregnancy topics/issues, anxiety, depression and addiction.* Set Pre-Captain America: Civil War - Post Avengers Endgame. Discalimer: I obviously dont own any characters apart from Ellie and a few others. All Character rights and some story lines all belong to Marvel. --- A 'chasingmarvel' story.