"According to you....I'm stupid. I'm useless. I can't do anything right. But according to him! I'm funny, I'm perfect, he can't get me out of his head." Harry Styles, 15 year old boy from Holmes Chapel has always dreamed of being a rockstar. Him and some friends from school form a band, and what better way to become famous then entering a battle of the bands? Their band is called White Eskimo. They practice every day and work as hard as they can, Harry wanting to improve his vocals so he doesn't hold the other boys back. Louis Tomlinson, 17 year old from Doncaster loves pop music. He's cheeky, he's funny, and from the outside seems happy. He is in a band called the Rogue. They are inspired by music like Ed Sheeran and Bruno Mars. Louis has a gentle voice, and he has a large amount of talent. The only problem is he doesn't realize how good he is. When both bands enter a battle of the bands, they're supposed to be enemies. They have to be enemies. But what happens when Harry falls desperately in love with the older boy who wants nothing to do with him? Louis has two sides, the side when he's with his band and the side when he's with Harry. Harry knows Louis, and Harry wants Louis. Harry wants him bad.

"Your hidden scars will heal only if you expose them to the bandaid." WARNINGS: depression, self harm. (honest note: minor grammatical errors here and there, sorry) All Rights Reserved © 2014 StrongxLarry

Louis Tomlinson isn't your averaged 19-year old boy. He hears voices. He talks to himself. He is trapped in his own little word. Soon, the voices start telling him to do bad things. Just burn your hand, it won't hurt. Just slit your wrists, don't you like blood? Maybe you should take a few extra pills. The voices were now screaming at him, commanding him to do all the horrid things. After he listens to them, and cuts a deep gash into his arms, his parents put him into Medical Meadow Institute. There, he meets Harold Edward Styles. He was suffering from Severe Multiple-Personality-Disorder. These multiple personalities all feel differently about Louis, but all Louis wants is for Harry to be happy. And maybe, just maybe, they can start it all over again.

This is a small collection of one-shot letters between Louis and his band mates after his successful suicide attempt. This story shows the pain and hardship of losing a band mate, a friend and a loved one.

Gilliam Tomlinson had had to fight for every ounce of respect he had ever managed to gain from the Texas Rangers. His late father had been less than an honorable man and it seemed that despite Gilliam's attempts to distance himself from that memory, he carried his deceased father's legacy along with him like a heavy wool cloak he never could quite shake off. Then the chance he'd been waiting for fell right into his lap. A gang led by a mysterious outlaw who had so far evaded any notice had been wreaking havoc and stealing cattle from the rich land barons of Texas and they wanted it stopped. Gilliam's job was simple: infiltrate the gang, learn about their leader, gain their trust and then bring them down. It should have been easy. It should have been a simple, cut and dry operation... but Gilliam had never imagined the gang leader would have such fiery green eyes and he'd certainly never imagined the leader would be a man named Jeb who made his body heat up and his brain shut down. What follows is a struggle unlike any Gilliam has ever known. Law, order and duty tell him what he was supposed to do but there was something about that man, something about that life, something about the way he felt among those people that just felt right. Now he faced a choice. Listen to the code of a lawman or the heart of an outlaw.