"It's like my brain is playing hide and seek.. only one day I won't find it." Louis Tomlinson and Harry Styles have been best friends since kindergarten. The pair was inseparable. At age fifteen, they became more than just bestfriends. At age sixteen, there was a diagnosis, and the world came crumbling down on them. Louis had one of the rare cases of adolescent Alzheimer's. Now, at age 26, Harry can feel his love is slipping through his fingers. And there isn't a thing he can do about it. This is their story. [COMPLETED] Trailer: https://youtu.be/3sMDLWRY2pE COVER BY: @lostinstyles__ ©bittersweetlou2018

It all started with the headaches. Harry's fine, he thought just so so tired. My own rendition of the iconic Cold Blue Water fic.

harry likes pretty pink flowers and louis enjoys ink and piercings. **This story contains possible triggers. Read at your own risk.** started in 2015, finished in 2017. slowly editing.

"Stop," Harry whispered as the smaller man in front of him placed his soft delicate hands on either side of his head. Harry whimpered as he felt another body press his own. "Never..," there was a smirk in the older, shorter man's face, it made Harry's body tremble in delight. He knew it was wrong, he knew that if his family found out about this, they won't hesitate to lock him up. But he couldn't stop himself. Before he could drown himself in his own thoughts, the smaller man placed his chapped yet warm lips on Harry's. He moaned and visibly shivered causing the older man to chuckle. "L-Louis...," Harry moaned. Fuck! Weren't they supposed to be rivals?

❝I bet I can make you feel pain.❞ ❝I'd like to see you try.❞

Harry Styles is simply fucked up and thinks nobody can save him. As he spirals downwards, will Louis be the one to bring him back up? **Warnings** Mentions of past Rape/Abuse, eating disorder/selfharm, and eventually sexual content. Do not read if under 15 years of age.

"holy shit, harry! I felt it! I felt your touch!"

In which Louis' mum does not have enough money to provide school lunch, so Harry gives him an orange everyday instead.

"Can you shut the fuck up !!, English , do you speak English?" Harry groaned sliding his large hand down his face in frustration because of the small blue eyed boy in front of him . "je veux aller a la maison" Louis sobbed brokenly , shoulders shaking his whole body . Or a story where Harry is a very powerful man , a powerful man that has workers do his dirty work - when his best man Ryan Tomlinson dies during a job trade Harry promises the man that he will raise his son who lived in France with his grandparents... Louis is 16 and so small , he causes Harry to become more open , more on the soft speaking side but he can also make the green eyed man very angry when he cries and they can not understand understand each other with the language boundary. *Nothing major happens until louis is 18 - a slow more of a developing relationship though louis will start wanting so much more earlier from the older man *

This is a small collection of one-shot letters between Louis and his band mates after his successful suicide attempt. This story shows the pain and hardship of losing a band mate, a friend and a loved one.