Elias is willing to give up anything for River. His safety and popularity are small prices to pay for the boy he's loved ever since they were children. River has never had anything good in his life, aside from Elias love and devotion he has nothing else to lose. They tell themselves they're all each other need but the world around them seems determined to prove them wrong. × × × Story contains: topics of self harm, child abuse, death, illness (mental and physical), and homophobia. Graphic depictions of violence, homosexual sex, and strong (sometimes homophobic) profanity. Be advised. × × × "True love is selfless. It is prepared to sacrifice." ~Sadhu Vaswani × × × If you finish this story and liked it check out the sequel "Surrender". https://www.wattpad.com/story/51370011-surrender

ALL RIGHTS RESERVED ! In diesem Buch kommen gewalttätige- sowie Sexuelle Szenen vor die für Kinder nicht geeignet sind. Dies ist kein Verbot sondern nur eine Warnung wenn du dich reif genug fühlst, wünsche ich dir aufjedenfall viel Spaß beim lesen. Wieviele Qualen muss man durchleben um glücklich zu sein? Wieviel Leid muss man mit sich tragen um das Ziel zu erreichen Glück zu finden? Wie oft muss man versuchen sich umzubringen nur um zu wissen das man es verdient zu leben? Was ist wenn man nicht leben will, zumindest nicht das Leben das für einen vorgeschrieben ist? >Mein Leben hasse ich zutiefst. So abartig das ich daran ersticke. Doch mit dem Pech an meiner Seite werde ich niemals glücklich. Ich verdiene aus irgendeinem Grund kein neues, liebevolles Leben, denn ich bin für meine Schönheit verdammt ein Spielzeug zu sein. Eine Puppe mit der man alles machen kann. Insbesondere Sex. Ich würde viel für meine Freiheit geben - schlussendlich mein ganzes Leben!< #24 in Action #11.06.14

[WARNING: There is MATURE boyxboy action! So if you don't like it DON'T READ IT!] Is it wrong to love two people at the same time? How do you pick one from the other when they both have qualities that you love? Wyatt Evans has had his heart broken by the one person that he thought he would be with forever. It didn't help that he came out of his cozy little closet for this guy. So now, alone and bitter with a shattered heart he's shocked to find two of the most sexiest guys of McKinzley high pursuing him and are relentless even after his constant rejections of them both. They both are worming their way in his heart. So why can't he have them both?