Dream George, Sapnap and Bad came to the decision to move in together, they thought it would be easy since they had been friends with each other for ages. Not soon after there first day of moving in, Dream's psycho ex-girlfriend is back in town, and needs a place to stay. Will George be able to handle is feelings for Dream, while someone else is in the centre of Dream's heart, and will their friendship be able to maintain? EDIT: THANK YOU FOR 100K READS!!! - 1 july 2022 bear in mind i wrote this in 2021!! so some stuff may b cringe

tw: self harm, swearing, angst, depression, eating disorder, mention of suicide Dream has always been struggling with depression. Right when he thought he was slowly doing better, he finds out about George having a crush on a certain girl. While having to admit to himself that he is in love with his best friend, he also starts falling apart again. Especially since George is unreachable now, right? our dms are always open if you need anything <33 21.2.22: #1 in dreamnotfound :)

Life is going fine for George until he starts feeling... weird. Everytime he talks to Dream, he gets butterflies- Yearning for the joyful sound of Dreams laugh- But, panic starts to set in. Their only best friends, right? George doesn't want anything more, at least he doesn't think. Fearing that these stupid feelings will ruin evrything, George decideds to take a break from the internet. Things in his life change. He loses his apatite. He loses sleep. And, hes losing his connection with Dream. Yet hes still panicking. As he starts to fall into a deep state of depression, he hears a knock at his door. "Who could that be" George groans as he walks across the cold, hard floor to the door. As he twists the handle, it creaks. Shock freezes his whole body. "Dream?!" Trigger Warnings throughout the book include - Panic attacks, anxiety attacks, vomiting, passing out, suicidal thoughts, attempt suicide, rude language, and physical violence.

❝𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦'𝘴 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘴: 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘪𝘯, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘰𝘶𝘵.❞ Book Two of The Lost Souls Series - Read Perception before continuing! ---------------------------- To earn happiness for yourself is to take another's away. George has learnt the cruel way of this world, but never how he wished to. Now he's stuck with the consequences of a freak accident, more blood on his hands he can't wash away, and more problems that he can't get rid of. A grieving soulmate, guilt-ridden and Lost. A leader, forced into action to fulfil a promise. A best friend, forced to pick between rival sides. A dangerous rival, seeking a new victim. And a seemingly innocent boy, with an innocent smile to hide the darkness behind it. Secrets to hide a dark past, the great deception to keep the greatest unknown. ---------------------------- Completed ✔️ No smut ✔️ Trigger warnings: Blood, heavy depictions of violence and injury, mentions of death, mild gore

George suffers from severe asthma which is so bad that his life is threatened to be over. After the family also runs out of money, they make a hopeless attempt and sell their house to pay George's treatments. Clay is a handsome and popular guy who at the same time gets bullied for being bisexual. After a few toxic relationships, he loses hope in ever finding someone who genuinely loves him for who he is and not just for his popularity. George and Clay meet and even though Clay is scared that George is trying to make fun of him, he still tries to become friends with the quiet and really sick boy. Clay goes so far for him that he does everything he can to give George a new chance to live. That's only not as easy as it sounds... Warnings: -Homophobia -Self harm (blood) -Fights between parents -Multiple asthma attacks (CPR)

George and Clay had known each other since they were incredibly young. Their friendship was indescribable, it was like they were tied together and would always find each other again. And that was true except now they were only like that by two small bracelets, one blue and one green. Clay's timetable had gotten more and more busy and he had less time for George eventually resulting to a null. A friendship that was once inseparable was now long gone, just memories of better times as Clay's life became hell. The days became repetitive, school, train, sleep. Every day was the same as the one before and the one after. Only George had to find a way to fix this, as he made a promise he would never forget. TW's: -(Child) emotional+physical abuse -Homophobia (usage F-slur) -Bullying

Clay and George got married and life seemed to be back to perfect. They were married, happy and healthy. Though, everything changes when George has to get used to an adult's life when he feels like everything but an adult. Clay and George start drifting apart when Clay starts to suffer from bad flashbacks, nightmares and so many traumas that he doesn't want to get out of bed anymore. Clay's "always perfect" life suddenly turns into a living hell while George keeps struggling with the responsibility of being an adult. Will they be able to recover from everything trying to rip them apart for the third time? TW's: -Suicide attempt (suicidal thoughts) -Derealisation (once) -Panic attacks -Car accident -Overdose This books includes lime (I never wrote a few scenes so don't mind me)

Clay isn't able to go to school after he gets diagnosed with gastroparesis, a partial paralysis of the stomach. The daily usage of liquid food through his nose tube, extreme stomach pains and frequent throwing up are now the main topics of his life which drives him to absolute madness... After George gets kicked out from his home, he needs to live on the streets and survive on his own as an underaged boy. He starts using his money in the wrong way and eventually runs out, seeking a job as a babysitter in a family with a very sick boy. Clay does anything to enjoy life as a normal teen and acts like the funny guy who constantly jokes about his sexuality and uses a lot of pick-up lines which makes everyone laugh. Unfortunately that's often a mask to hide is own pain... Warnings: -Underaged usage cigarettes (smoking addiction) -Throwing up (skippable) -Bullying/ableism -Self harm

When Clay is the witness of a murder at his tenth, his life seems to be over. Because of the daily death threats, blackmailing and fear he needs to live in, he decides to take drugs to calm down. Within days, he gets severely addicted to alcohol and drugs and starts stealing for his drug dealer to get more so he doesn't do anything to himself to stop the intense fear within him. George lives the absolute perfect life and doesn't know anything about problems. He thinks everyone is complaining until he finds his sibling who overdosed and then figures out Clay suffers too. He has no idea how to cope with it, but decides to do anything he can to be a better friend and brother. Warnings: -Usage drugs/alcohol (overdose/addiction) -Attempted murder (choking) -Blackmailing/death threats -Murder (flashback) -(Emotional) abuse -Suicide attempt -Heart attacks Platonic DNF fanfic :)

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse