19 year old, Ellana Rivers begins her new life in a new university right in London England after the infamous, tragic murder of her mother from her borderline insane father. In hopes of starting a new life, and maybe new relationships, she attempts to let go of the past and move on with her life. But it's all fun and games until someone gets hurt.

We crave what we can't have, fall for ones we can't have, can't control our feelings... but that's the beauty in it, despite predicting the coming downfall. "Things forbidden have a secret charm." EDITED. First book I wrote, try not to be as hard on me. Began: 03.2015 Ended: 26.02.2016 Warning: This story will contain mature content such as: explicit language, violence, drugs, death, and sexual content. Don't read if you're uncomfortable. This writing is for entertainment purposes only. All rights reserved ©Zaynsbabez 2015

[COMPLETE] ❝Of all the races I've started, loving him is the one I never want to finish.❞ In this re-imagination of my most popular story, Arielle Hawthorne lives for the rush of illegal street racing--fast cars, high stakes, and zero attachments. Zayn Malik lives the same life, but with a swagger and ego that drives her crazy. He's cocky, reckless, and too damn charming for his own good. To Arielle, he's a distraction she doesn't need. To Zayn, she's unlike anyone he's ever met--fierce, untouchable, and irresistible. Their rivalry is electric. Their chemistry? Dangerous. Thrown together by circumstance--and a need to survive--Arielle and Zayn are forced to rely on each other as rival crews close in, and the police threaten to shut everything down. But the biggest threat might not be the streets. As their connection deepens into something raw and undeniable, others will do anything to keep them apart. Love was never part of the plan. But in a world where loyalty is rare and betrayal is around every corner, falling for each other might be the most reckless risk of all. { this is a standalone re-imagination of my other story, Supersonic. It's recommended you read that before this, but not necessary } WARNING: This story has scenes of violence, mature content, plenty! of descriptive sexual content, drug use/references, and foul language. Please read at your own discretion ⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING: there is mention of sexual assault within this story more than once Started: August 13th, 2016 Finished: July 1, 2022

After the traumatic near death experience, and betrayal because of Zayn, Ella seeks a life outside of London away from everyone she's ever known, for a start over in life and a safe haven of some sort. Although, her past mistakes that have gone around, may come back around again.