What could have happened if Derek decided to choose no one, not Mer, not Addison? How could have things turned out? Meredith has no idea what's Addison truly like..

It's three in the morning when Meredith Grey finds herself at Addison Montgomery's doorstep. Derek is dead and she doesn't know where to go, not when Seattle is suffucating her with memories and she has just discovered she is pregnant. (No Jake and Private Practice characters are only mentioned)

Meredith Grey isn't the only one who lost her panties the night of the hospital prom. This is the story of when Derek Shepherd finds Addison Montgomery's panties in Meredith's prom dress. MerAdd. meddison. F/F. Meredith Grey/Addison Montgomery. Rated E for Explicit.

Addison calls Meredith to bail her out of County Jail, and Meredith does. OR: In Which Meredith puts Addison in handcuffs. After Addison's divorce; before Meredith dates Derek again. Lesbian Sex/Smut. Phone Sex. PWP. Very Kinky. Power & Light BDSM. MerAdd. Meddison. Rated E. FOR VERY EXPLICIT. If you don't like that, take care of yourself and don't read, no hard feelings. Or stop.