"He knows .. dirty secrets that I keep Does he know it's killing me? He knows , he knows..! " Harry. "I know what you did last night .. When he looks me in the eyes , they don't seem as mean no more. " Zayn.

"It's wrong." "But it's the first time I've felt right." *Warning: Story contains bad language, heavy sexual content, and mild drug use/references. ©2016 Prisonerwithavision

"It's been a eventful nine months, " He said smiling at me, dimples and all. "Yeah, but they were our nine months." [Zarry Mpreg]

Zayn lost his memory in a car crash that happened two years ago. What happens when a certain someone helps bring it back? TOP HARRY Not edited sorry {No copyright infringement is intended} aka all of this is fiction, I don't own the pictures, gifs, and videos in this story.

Toy [noun] - A person treated by another as a source of pleasure or amusement rather then with due seriousness. © 2013 Akshaya

❝you know how they say, what was it? don't judge a book by its cover? well lad, this is a prime example.❞ zayn was your typical bad boy. leather jackets, motorcycles, and smokes. everyone seems to judge zayn quite quickly. they don't know the real zayn. harry is one of those people, although he absolutely despises zayn. harry's a great student, loves everyone, & not to mention openly gay. he volunteers at a local retirement home, which just so happens to be the same place zayn volunteers. but of course, no one knows that. zayn enjoys having everyone wonder about him.   zayn's on the other side of the building, therefore they've never ran into each other. one day harry does run into zayn. and after that, he just can't help but run into zayn all the time. © sweatshirtzarry 2015

"Something is seriously wrong with me. It's like I'm living two different people's lives. I can see what he sees. I can feel what he feels. This is big."

Believe none of what you hear and only half of what you see. That’s what his father always tells him with that smile of his, the one that says, I’ll tell you that much, but the rest will cost you. Harry never knew what he meant, but he gets it now that he’s sitting in the dim bar of another hotel he won’t sleep in, the ice melting in his £18 gin and tonic. He doesn’t even like gin and tonic, but it’s all part of the game. And it is a game. It has to be, because if it isn’t that means he doesn’t enjoy it and he does.

What if the real reason Zayn left the band was that he couldn't handle his feelings for Harry? WARNING: I WROTE THIS STORY IN 2015 . IT WAS AND IS TOTALLY FICTIONAL... I HAD NO IDEA THAT IT MIGHT SEEM MORE REAL AS TIME WENT ON AND ZARRY BOTH PUBLISHED SOLO SONGS ABOUT.... A LOVE SO... DEEP. This is their story; and the story of a girl who shipped them so hard it hurt.... Copyright 2015. All rights reserved. No reproduction or translation without permission. "This story is absolutely amazing" - Review in The Wattpad Writers Magazine by the awesome katb415. For the full review see link below. Thank you so much for reading and voting!! xx Kat (katb415 reviewed Deep in her awesome Up and Coming Wattpad Writers magazine which also has some great interviews with writers: check out the magazine here: https://www.wattpad.com/143604913-wattpad-writers-magazine-book-review-1)