she's calling my name and, oh, it sounds nice (a lot of triggers, message me if u have specific questions ♡ )

He moved heaven and earth for her and didn't even catch her name. But she caught his and all he wants to do is hear her say it over and over. "I guess I'll catch you on the flipside Christian."

"i want you to stay." "we can't always get what we want, babe."

Meredith has trouble being intimate with Derek after giving birth to Bailey.

Collaboration with @lgbtmeredith Set in season four after Meredith finds out about Derek's kiss with his scrub nurse. Will they ever be able to repair the relationship they once had with outside forces destined to keep them apart. Angsty fic that delves into Meredith's thoughts of insecurity and Derek's fear of being strung along and hurt the way he was when he found his wife in bed with his best friend. CW // smut, language, nsfw, detailed sex scenes, alcohol

A better understanding of the 4x01 breakup sex between Meredith Grey and Derek Shepherd that delves into her inability to commit and his need for stability.

Short One shot of Merder celebrating Derek's birthday. In honor of Pdemp qualifying as a senior citizen today. This is last minute and very rushed I'm sorry if there's any errors!

Meredith and Derek end up crossing paths where they least expect it months after he leaves to New York with Addison. Meredith, wanting nothing to do with him, ends up being stuck in uncomfortable situations with the dreamy neurosurgeon. Background Information --------------- Read the story and find out

Meredith Grey is a young, sex craved surgeon with commitment issues and Derek Shepherd is a world class neurosurgeon with an adoptive father who's only life goal is getting his son married. What happens when they form an arrangement that gives both of them what they've been searching for, but doesn't go as planned? Background Information --------------- Meredith Grey: 25 Derek Shepherd: 30 Other characters: Amelia Shepherd, Richard Webber, Ellis Grey, Nathan Riggs, Rose, Cristina Yang, Alex Karev, April Kepner Warnings - smut, sex, mentions of drug abuse, possible illnesses and trauma, language, detailed sex scenes

The first and only man she'd ever loved cheated on her and here he was six years later, competing for the job she'd been working towards her entire career.