"Caffeine makes me anxious." Warnings: Suicidal thoughts and actions, self harm, transphobia, homophobia, attempted suicide, bullying, sexual assault, violence, language, homophobic slurs, death of a loved one. Completed! Sequel: Sugar.

So... Connor is trans and just moved into town. THIS IS FLUFFY AND POSSIBLY EMOTIONAL (no smut sorry my dudes) My Grand Plan *finger guns* for this is very emotional and shit but it's fluffy, so... um I was going to add something else but whoops guess not. ----- [Story is mine, characters are not]

Evan get's a high text from an unknown number, and after talking a while he wonders if the person on the other end isn't so unknown after all. Treebros / EvanxConner / Cevan [ Stepbrothers (bmc/deh) is introduced at pt 20] - Graphics by stiles24stilinskiXD - Trigger Warnings: Depression, Anxiety, Panic Attacks, Drug Abuse, Toxic relationships.

in which michael and jeremy make a new friend

Contrary to popular belief, Connor didn't skip class in order to get high in some reclusive part of town, less so in the back of school; he actually didn't smoke at all, but he guessed the smell of ash that clung to him could confuse anyone that got close to him. If anyone bothered to follow him when he skipped, they would find out why exactly he smelled like ash, and Connor would have to threaten them into secrecy, because his secret was a bit of a big one. Thus why he doesn't mind being the school's psycho, not as long as it keeps people away, he can't really risk someone finding out; of course, someone does.

"woah hansen, breathe." evan struggled for air, attempting to focus only on what the boy knelt in front of him was saying. he let out a strangled sob and his eyes clouded with tears, he could no longer see connor but he could feel the boys grip wrapped around his forearms. he channelled all his thoughts to that contact between him and connor, and began to find a steady breathing pattern to follow. deep breath in, 1-2-3-4, and out, 1-2-3-4. 'don't pass out, evan, don't pass out', he told himself. in, 1-2-3-4, out, 1-2-3-4. and before long, he was back, connor searching his eyes for some kind of sign that the attack was over, his face etched with concern. "that's it, just breathe." - lowercase intended. read the first chapter for triggers and other notes💗

Based on the song My R It doesn't go straight to treebros or anything so be prepared for that...yeah

Everyone at school had always seen Connor as a freak with extreme anger problems. At the beginning of 9th grade he became the school stoner and still is, but Connor had a huge and quite odd secret that only his family knows. He distanced himself from others, had no friends, and was extremely lonely and depressed, but that all might change when he meets Evan Hansen.

Highest rankings- #251 in Fanfiction (6/14/17) #276 in Fanfiction (7/5/17) #291 in Fanfiction (8/27/17) Finished on 8/27/17 Connor Murphy's family never takes him seriously. Not even when he tells them that he is gay. On the first day of school, he takes out his anger on his crush, Evan, and decides to carry out his plan of suicide. Evan Hansen is in love with Zoe Murphy, a girl that will never reciprocate his feelings. It's just his luck, that he catches Connor and stops him from taking his own life. Can Evan convince Connor he has something to live for? Will they both be found? WARNINGS: SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, DARK STUFF, AND A LOT OF GAY (No profanity or smut)

【Completed】 This is a fanfiction of Evan and Connor from Dear Evan Hansen. Treebros, correct? Connor Murphy starts to hang out with Evan Hansen. He was mostly intrigued by his existence. How he never managed to notice someone so nice and yet so broken before piqued his interest. He wanted to be friends with him. Maybe more? I want to thank Eli (@sleepy_crayon on insta) for giving me permission to use their art as my cover. Please check them out, their art is amazing! Also, I am not American, but I'm using some elements, such as mimicking the school system. So, as I'm not familiar with it, please correct me along the way.