"For the longest time, I've felt as though I'm drowning." (boxer!harry) *smut warning*

Highest ranking in Harrystylesfanfiction #2 _______ "He almost choked me with his fucking hands!" Janessa winced. "Does he really love me?!" "He is just someone else when he is angry!" It's the story of Janessa when she moves to London from NYC for education purpose and falls in love with Harry who has brutal and mysterious past. Harry, he loves her more than she does but fails to express it correctly. ______ I know it's sound like a typical plot but trust me it's not. (Poorly written in the start but you'll notice it's very good after a few chaps. I'm currently editing it. The process is slow though. Please understand and hope you enjoy reading it)

Despite his charming looks and kind heart, Prince Harry of England wanted out of the Royal Family--even if it only meant it be temporary. A regular life where he could be a normal guy (as normal as the prince of a country could get) and live a life that didn't include garden parties and boring events with many noblemen and lords. And once he's granted with the luxury of escaping it all, where does he go? New York City, of course. The City that Never Sleeps had always been on the young prince's mind, and he couldn't think of a place better than one of the most populated ones in the world to find his reprieve. Although he had a face that was well recognizable and an accent too hard to miss, [former] Prince Harry Styles looked greatly forward to the life he would get to live as someone relatively normal. And who knows? Maybe find a girl along the way whose last name just happens to be Queen. No one ever said escaping was going to be easy. {Pic edit of cover photo by the wonderful @hipstapleasex on Instagram!!} all rights reserved © 2017

In the opulent yet perilous corridors of the royal palace, a story of love, deceit, and power unfolds with Anastasia at its heart. Once a commoner, her sudden and secretive betrothal to Harry promised a fairy tale ending. But behind the gilded doors lies a web of intrigue. Her Father and Parliment, cunning and ambitious nobles, expose Anastasia's sanity as a strategic deception aimed at barring her ascent to power. As her coronation approaches, Anastasia finds herself ensnared in a political chess game with the throne and her life at stake. Each player is ruthless, and each move is more dangerous than the last. With her legitimacy questioned and enemies closing in, Anastasia must navigate the treacherous waters of royalty to prove her worth not just as a monarch but as a leader worthy of her people's loyalty. In this gripping tale of betrayal and survival, the line between ally and adversary blurs, and the crown's weight tests the bounds of love and loyalty. Will Anastasia rise to reign as queen, or will the machinations of those around her lead to her undoing?

To be completely fair, I saw him first. I just didn't know how hard I was going to have to fight to keep him.

COMPLETED Janie is dreading the future, but the real world is calling her. After accepting that a career as a songwriter just won't work out, she gears up to teach music to second graders in her small town. Then, she meets Harry. Harry is trying to forget the past, but his label is calling and awaiting a new album. He doesn't want to talk about it and especially doesn't want to write about it. Then, he meets Janie.

"Harry, there is not a single song that you could play of yours that I wouldn't know every word to. I love them all. I just told you that Fine Line changed my life. Take the fucking compliment." I raised my brows at her and lifted my chin up slightly. "Quite a dirty mouth you've got when you get passionate, Bee." Then I fished out my phone from my trousers, swiping to my music app and finding a song to test her with. "Every word, yeah?" I clarify, glancing to her with my eyebrows raised. She watched me, catching on to what I was doing. She smirked, then reached behind her to the small side table on the other side of the couch, pressing her finger onto what looked like a black circular Bluetooth speaker until it made a bloop noise and lit up. "Try me." She tossed the rest of the whiskey back. ~~~~ This is a fanfiction that is supposed to resemble the version of Harry that I like to imagine him to be in real life. I use real people from his life, real songs, real albums, but I do not know him personally and therefore this is 100% fictional. As of now, I don't plan on including any outlandish plot points, so it may seem boring in that regard. There is a lot of talking, a lot of staring into eyes, and some smut. I'm writing this for myself, because as Harry has said, "If you're happy doing what you're doing, no one can tell you you're not successful." So whoever finds this and wants to give it a spin, I appreciate you and I accept any and all feedback. But it's ultimately serving as a creative outlet for me. Gotta do something with the Harry obsession besides just scroll Tiktok all day ;)

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"In order for this to work...you have to be open." Harry laughed...condescendingly? I set my coffee down and folded my arms on top of the table. "What's the problem?" He took another sip of his coffee, set it to the side, and clasped his naked hands together, setting them on the table in front of him. "The problem is that you, like every other reporter, say these nice things but then the second I walk away from the conversation, I'm made out to be a womanizer and a diva." I raised my eyebrows at that and leaned forward. "Well...are you a womanizer and a diva Mr. Styles?" I watched as something that I couldn't quite define flashed through his green eyes. "No. I am not." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ What happens when Harry Styles, the one who swore he'd never open up, becomes the vulnerable one? What happens when he pushes back against the mysterious journalist, Rue Kline, and forces her to open up as well? "I don't wanna be alone when it ends..."

I never wanted to move to a big place like LA or Sydney but some opportunities come but some go as well. I took a big opportunity when I took an internship in California. I didn't know what I was doing, but who really knows when you're 22 and 2 years into University degree? Music, like lots of people, was my safe space and I didn't like to open up much. But you meet people that help you to trust and open up and for me, that was Harry Styles written: september 2020 - august 2021