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Out Of Control - How It Ended by lisaaaaa1616
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Clay and George got married and life seemed to be back to perfect. They were married, happy and healthy. Though, everything changes when George has to get used to an adult's life when he feels like everything but an adult. Clay and George start drifting apart when Clay starts to suffer from bad flashbacks, nightmares and so many traumas that he doesn't want to get out of bed anymore. Clay's "always perfect" life suddenly turns into a living hell while George keeps struggling with the responsibility of being an adult. Will they be able to recover from everything trying to rip them apart for the third time? TW's: -Suicide attempt (suicidal thoughts) -Derealisation (once) -Panic attacks -Car accident -Overdose This books includes lime (I never wrote a few scenes so don't mind me)
My Reason To Live by lisaaaaa1616
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Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse
Forbidden Love by lisaaaaa1616
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George and Clay are forced to leave each other's side after their parents fell out over Clay's brother having a boyfriend, they become forbidden to any kind of contact, because of a terrible fight between the two parents. But how long will that last? Neither of their parents are aware that George's and Clay's bond is anything more than a friendship, yet they both manage to form a secret relationship together managing to hide it from George's homophobic parents. At their best friend Sapnap's house they're able to be alone. Just as they think they are safe more problems arise. TW's: -Homophobia/transphobia (usage f-slur) -Mental and psychical (child) abuse -A big fight (death threats+insults)
Until I Met You by lisaaaaa1616
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After George accidentally outs himself in front of the popular and homophobic guys of the school everything seems fine at first. However, that soon changes when he receives weird and hurtful messages online, this soon escalates from just one message to something much more serious. Meanwhile, Clay is closeted yet he has known he likes boys for a while now after falling for George. However, he can never seem to find the time to talk to anyone about this as he has to constantly help his sick mum and sister. With the cyber bullying all becoming too much, George becomes extremely overwhelmed, while Clay finds himself taking more and more medication to calm himself every day. This soon escalated from a small issue into something unimaginably worse. TW's: -Usage too much medication -Homophobia (usage f-slur) -Suicide attempt/thoughts -Mentions heart disease -Burnout/depression -(Cyber) bullying -Mental abuse -Overdose -Abuse
Meant To Be Together by lisaaaaa1616
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George is 17 and in his last year of high school when he gets terrible news. After having weird nosebleeds, strange bruises and a lot of dizziness, the doctors find out George has leukaemia. George's best friend, Clay, is there the whole day for George and as George fights his battle against leukaemia, Clay supports him in every way possible. He shaves his head too and is there with George in all of his chemos. He buys George his favourite beanies and even let someone make one for him. But doctors start to lose hope of George ever getting better and since there is no match for a stem cell transplantation, there is only one person left to help him. Only the chances of that working are even smaller. TW's: -Leukaemia (blood cancer) -Chemotherapy -Tube feeding -Throwing up
Alone Without You by lisaaaaa1616
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George has been raped in the past, causing him a big trauma. Five years later he still keeps it a secret, due to people not believing him. But when this happens again, George's YouTube channel starts to suffer under his major depression, his PTSD and anxiety. He cuts off all contact causing Dream to fly out to his house after he has to go to hospital. But to make everything worse, George stops talking because of his trauma. He appears to be completely muted suddenly... TW's: -Pregnancy because of rape+abandonment kid -Sexual assault (rape (not only mentions)) -Trauma (PTSD)/nightmares/psychoses -Slight homophobia -Suicide attempts -Slight abuse -Self harm REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC :)
Skinny Love (DreamNotFound) by lisaaaaa1616
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Dream is trying to hide his eating disorder, depression and anxiety really badly, but George and Sapnap start noticing more and more signals. When Dream is home alone, Sapnap and George fly over. Dream passes out and George and Sapnap realise something is completely wrong. At the same time Dream starts realising his crush on George, but George doesn't seem to feel the same... in fact he seems to be homophobic... All stories around the eating disorder, depression and anxiety are based on my own life, the ship isn't and everything based around their lives also isn't. TW's: -eating disorder -depression -anxiety -self harm -suicidal thoughts and attempts (mentions)
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Out Of Control by lisaaaaa1616
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George hasn't had an easy life after being diagnosed with autism. Going to a public school as an autistic, highly intelligent boy, he clearly notices the differences between his classmates and himself, giving him a lot of insecurity and shame about his own behaviour. As his escape, he goes to a bakery for hours a day to calm his mind, but things change when a new boy who moved is hired. Unexpectedly, and for the first time, George decides to open himself up to the new boy, Clay, while at the same time, Clay slowly starts falling for his new best friend, George. Mostly fluff with some angst every now and then! ⚠️ I wrote this book from my own experience and my own mindset, as someone with diagnosed autism, highly intelligent and ADHD. I DON'T think people with autism are childish or cute, I'm not projecting a stereotype. This is from my own struggles with autism at a public school without special needs.
DreamNotFound Oneshots  by lisaaaaa1616
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DreamNotFound (and maybe other mcytbers when requested) oneshots Fluff and angst oneshots