in which the boy next door falls in love with a lonely girl, only to realize it might already be too late for them. {CONTENT WARNING⚠️ contains self harming + eating disorders} ((a/n: just as an FYI, i did in fact write this story when i was in like seventh grade.. and even though i do occasionally go back and edit- the first few chapters kinda suck.. it does get better!))

***I Don't Eat Cupcakes*** "Cupcake?" I eyed the sugary snack and willed myself not to stuff the whole thing in my mouth. "No thanks. I'm not hungry." Lie "I ate before I got here." Lie "So I'm pretty full." In case you haven't guessed it yet that was also a big. fat. lie. Now why would I not want to eat a perfectly frosted chocolate cupcake with rainbow sprinkles? I mean, who in their right mind would do that? It's a chocolate cupcake! But I'm not in my right mind, I don't even know where my mind is anymore, all I have is a voice in my head saying-never mind. I'll just get straight to the point and tell you who I am. Hi. I'm, Diane Coleman and I'm anorexic.

"It started with fasting for a day. That day turned into two. Then three. Then four. Then I binged. I purged. I fasted. At first I just wanted to get to 120 pounds. Then 110. Once I hit 110 I wanted 100. I was at a size zero. I loved that number for some odd reason. Soon that number took over my life. Now, at 90 pounds, all I want to see is zero. 80, 70, 60 pounds will never be enough. I just want it all gone. I just want to see zero." "Zero is perfection?" Sarah asks. "Yes. Zero is perfection." I reply. "Even if it means dying?" She asks. "Even if it means dying."

I made a new friend. Her name is Ana. She's trying to help me lose weight. Maybe one day I can be as beautiful and thin as her. \\: TRIGGER WARNING :// This is a fiction story about the eating disorder, anorexia, also known as Ana. Follow my instagram: @toofattothink Kik me if you need someone to talk to about EDs, self harm, or anything like that. Wishing_Noelle27

My diary of poems, a poem a day reflecting my inner emotions

Don't let your story end. #alwayskeepfighting Trigger warning

a collection of letters from a girl to Ana (her anorexia.) [TRIGGER WARNING!! ]

"I can't love you... if you can't even love yourself." After a family tragedy, Genevieve, Genna, is forced to leave her sunny state of California and move to Chicago, Illinois. Automatically, she clicks with the quarterback, Grayson. Although their relationship seems unconditional, Genna's insecurities tend to get in the way. With everything going on, the one constant in Genna's life is Blake. He just so happens to be Grayson's best friend and teammate. Genna feels as if her anxiety and insecurities constantly ruin her chances at a normal life, so she hides them and waits for someone to realize she isn't always, "not hungry".

Sierra Stevens was seen by everyone as the definition of perfect. Everyone, except for herself. When she looked in the mirror all she could do is hate what she saw. Justin Allen has never been one to stand out in a crowd, he has lived normally for most of his life. Like every other person he has simply admired Sierra from afar. When the two meet, Justin learns that Sierra is not as perfect as he thought, the two are not so different at all. Together the pair learn that there is a thin line between perfection and tragedy.

"Why do you have so much self confidence? Have you ever looked at yourself in the mirror? if you haven't, let me help you. you look like Gloria from Madagascar." This runs in Iz's mind 24/7. She wants to prove whoever told this to her, wrong. To what extent will she go? Will it ruin her life? She doesn't care. All she cares about now is to be thin. That's all she can think about. And it slowly takes over. In enters Jude, a guy every girl would die for. Could love stop Iz from hating herself? Or will she let Ana take over? Disclaimer: This story deals with anorexia.