Jisung wants to die. Not tomorrow. Not next week. Right now. Every breath feels like a curse- he hopes it's his last. But what if fate has other plans? Loving someone so broken, they can't even feel it- that's the cruelest kind of mess. TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG

Child prodigy and perpetual student, now 24-year-old Dr. Jisung Han has been looking for his big break in the tech industry since the day he graduated with his first doctorate in Computer Science. Meanwhile, 29-year-old CEO and founder Minho Lee has been leading one of Silicon Valley's largest tech companies specializing in e-commerce since Han first became an adult. Lee, notorious for his inhospitable and cold-hearted nature, had gone through a revolving door of personal assistants from the very beginning. In the market for a new one for the nth time, Dr. Han finally takes his opportunity to shine. What could go wrong? In the process of rewriting as of November 2025. Started: September 15, 2021 Finished: November 12, 2021 CW for stalking, murder, smut, substances, attempted suicide, and more this is NOT au/alternate universe. the members of Stray Kids are just face/name claims! DO NOT expect the characters to match the personality of the members! they aren't the same. imagine them as actors playing these characters WARNING: This is not supposed to be a glorification of homicide or any other crimes committed. The characters are evil people and their behavior is not to be emulated in any way. Highest Rankings: #1 in Minsung #1 in Jisung #1 in Minho #1 in leeminho #2 in Han #1 in skz 15,000 views: January 16th, 2022 20,000 views: January 22nd, 2022 25,000 views: February 2nd, 2022 30,000 views: February 17th, 2022 40,000 views: March 29th, 2022 50,000 views: April 25th, 2022 55,000 views: May 8th, 2022 60,000 views: May 27th, 2022 100,000 views: October 4th, 2022 125,000 views: November 25th, 2022 150,000 views: February 8th, 2023 250,000 views: December 28th, 2023 a play on the ceo/assistant trope with a "healthy" mixture of a psychological thriller, dark comedy, and pure, unadulterated angst

"Well, if I had the freedom to choose, we wouldn't even be having this conversation, Dr. Lee." Han Jisung thrives in it, in the way hands reach for him like he's something worth touching. But what would they say if they knew? Would they still whisper his name like a prayer, still dream of having a piece of him? Or would they finally see him for what he is? Not a god. Not an idol. Not untouchable. Just a boy. And boys get sent to therapy. in short: seemingly freaky, cocky and privileged jisung meets his match, Minho - his assigned psychiatrist

It's always been the four of them- the usual friend group that Jisung, who is autistic, has grown used to. But when a new student joins their circle, introduced as the cousin of one of their friends, Jisung finds it difficult to adjust to the change. Minho, sweet and affectionate, becomes a constant presence in their group. As Jisung starts to develop feelings for him, he soon realizes that his affection for Minho isn't just friendly- it's something deeper, something more like love. [i know i said it was angst with a happy ending, but it's honestly a lot more fluff rather than angst!] TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG

A spilled drink. A ruined suit. A contract that changes everything. When clumsy part-timer Jisung accidentally ruins CEO Minho's thousand-dollar suit, he braces for the worst. But instead of a lawsuit, Minho offers a deal-pretend to be his boyfriend to help him escape an arranged marriage. What starts as a business transaction soon spirals into something neither of them can control. Because fake dating is easy... until real feelings get in the way. TOP LEEKNOW BOTTOM JISUNG clumsy student x rich ceo au

"You've not been coming here for long." A question disguised as a statement. You're not supposed to ask people why they're in a NA meeting, in the same way you shouldn't really ask an inmate what landed them behind bars. "I wasn't aware you were keeping tabs on me," he answers with a smile. It almost feels like he's being flirted with. Awfully similar feeling to the first time he tried aci-- ──*ੈ✩‧₊˚‧₊˚🖇️✩ ₊˚ unfocused han jisung / unassuming lee minho / both a little tired ──*ੈ✩‧₊˚‧₊˚🖇️✩ ₊˚ 18+ themes baby stays avert your eyes :)

Minho had his eyes glued to the floor. Probably for the best, really, as otherwise he wouldn't have been able to look anywhere else except at him. No one else seemed able to look away from him, either. He was angelic, something biblical, the sort of innocent beauty that made you think the world had been written for him, rather than the other way round. Until he spoke; that's when people tended to realise that in fact, the world had not been written for Han Jisung. He had been written for the world - more specifically, to ruin it. "You idiots should know better than to play with your food." Jisung hadn't even stopped moving, just called the question over his shoulder. He knew everyone would be listening. "You can 'educate' the new freak later." ೃ ✦ ✧ ∗ ❥ ҉] psycho han jisung / stoner lee know / no but they're both a bit insane ೃ ✦ ✧ ∗ ❥ ҉] 18+ themes baby stays avert your eyes :)

"Wait-" Jisung started as Minho placed a hand on the door handle. He turned back to look at him, his face completely blank apart from one slightly raised eyebrow. There was something cold about the way Minho looked at the younger boy. Jisung faltered. "See you around," Jisung finished weakly. Minho's face didn't change. He switched off the light and left. •°. *࿐ newbie han jisung / reticent lee minho / roommates au •°. *࿐ 18+ themes baby stays avert your eyes :)