"But if that accident is inevitable," I murmur, eyes softening. "Would you want me to let go?" Jeongguk pauses for a moment. "Leave the guilt and regret to me," he replies softly. "Once you start a journey, you finish it. It's only right for you to let go because-" "Because you want me to be happy?" She cuts him off. He smiles. "That's right." Or: She met him at an ungodly hour when her life was falling apart. With a backpack full of snacks, a bucketlist, the clothes on their backs, a stolen car, and a hundred secrets, they make a little escape together. Even if it wouldn't last forever. "I've given this book a total of six re-reads, yet I can't help but bawl every single time. This story is as equal parts beautiful as it is heart-breaking." - sugakookie20O1 "I've read a lot of sad Jungkook fanfics but this one really put me into a bunch of tears and I think this book would always remain in my heart and I could wait a hundred and twenty-five years for a sequel." - jjungkookimnida "Being honest, I'm not a crier. I don't usually cry when reading books. But the plot twist and how you've written the book... I'm literally lost for words and I broke down sobbing." - Moonlightreadings1 I can't even begin to explain how many feelings this book has brought me. It's just one of the best things I've ever EVER read. It could honestly turn into a movie and it'll be one of the greatest movies of all time and honestly deserve an Oscar." - BtsTrash_12 ACHIEVEMENTS 1st place in BTS BT21 AWARDS 2018 3rd place & Best Book Cover in 21ST CENTURY BTS AWARDS 2nd place in SERENDIPITY AWARDS 2nd place in COFFEE K-FICS [COMPLETED] Story format in note form © whippednation 2017

" 'illegal' What a sexy word" Started: August 26th 2019 Ended: March 14th 2020

"You don't cross my mind, you live in it" First update: March 23rd 2020 Last update: October 20th 2020

~~"Chim, you are perfect as you are"~~

*Rebooted from the original* Jimin has always struggled with self-love. The only difference was that before he was left alone he had other people to love him, other friends he could make happy. If everyone around him loved him, why would he need to love himself? But then it changed, his friends became the very reason he hated himself. They taunted him, physically and verbally assaulted him every day, and made him terrified to leave his house for school anymore. The only question is, why? Why did they become another group of his bullies? In the beginning Jimin swore there was a reasonable answer. But over time Jimin's mind became tainted by their words and the only thing he could do was blame himself for how they treated him. His lack of self-love quickly turn into self-hatred. His hate-filled thoughts plagued him every day. They crept into his mind at the worst times and made him want to do evil things. They wanted him to hurt himself, they wanted him to kill himself, and they wanted him to punish himself. Who can save him from this disease that taints his mind so much, and will they be enough to spare him from an early demise? Update 1/15/21: Fic is currently on hold. Not discontinued but I don't plan on updating anytime in the near future. Warnings: bullying, self harm, starvation,depression, and suicide ATTEMPTS. Do not read if you have been through this. Also a schizophrenic character, mentions of domestic abuse, etc. Thank you @yoonmin_swaeg for the wonderful cover ❤️

In which Jimin battles anorexia alone..... Or he thought he was alone. ⚠Warning⚠ This shit is pretty angsty.... Prepare your tissues A.R.M.Y.!!! And remember, I purple you💜💜💜 Start: 11/28/18 End: 5/27/19

Jimin's friends keep joking about Jimin's weight. In the beginning Jimin just goes with it but in the end he keeps on thinking if he is really fat... ⛔️WARNING⛔️: Suicidal thoughts, eating disorders, self harm.

T R I G G E R W A R N I N G: severe angst and mentions on s*icide "He was one of the most happiest person I've known, but... deep down inside he was suffering." Park Jimin. A young man freshly baked out of high school plans a trip with his six best friends to somewhere that's meant not to be forgotten. Everybody knows he's that giggled up boy who can't seem to enjoy life even more. But behind curtains he's really suffering from depression and the voices in his head battling for suicide. What they all didn't know about this trip was that there was a game being played without them knowing and a twist added to it.

One cut for being ugly. Two for being a disappointment. Three for never being good enough. Four for weighing down BTS. And five for still being alive. As Jimin and BTS grow far apart, they begin to abuse him physically and mentally. Fighting for his last bit of sanity, Jimin must choose. Life or Death? [ WARNING ] May Be Triggering For People Who Have Experienced Eating Disorders, Depression, and Abuse.

White happy Saturday mornings, quiet rainy sunday nights. If it wasn't for him, nothing would be this way, I wouldn't be.. Happy. Maturity Warning: -violence -suicide -depression -cussing -gore/blood -mature content/topics *completed* ©copyright; content belongs to this user