this is the way most disasters start, with sirius. it's no surprise that sirius gets james into another ridiculous situation. but -- sirius does end up meeting the cutest guy ever at a bar, and james does end up meeting this adorable redhead, so, small perks. (side jily), modern!marauders au. cover by @hmarsland!

But Sirius still had a problem. He always wanted to touch Remus. Just any sort of physical contact. When Remus was laying in bed, Sirius wanted to crawl in too; every time Sirius sat next to Remus, he had to constantly remind himself not to run his hand over Remus' thigh; Sirius wished he could slip his cold hands under Remus' thick sweater and finger every scar that littered Remus' pale skin; Sirius wanted to caress every part of Remus' face as if he could memorize it by touch; and Sirius really wanted to know what the soft skin on Remus' neck felt like under his lips, Sirius wondered if Remus was as susceptible to love bites as he was. But even though Sirius wanted all of these things, he didn't try to take them. complete :) Please note that I do not own ANY of the characters in this story. Thanks for reading :)

"but, james...prongs, come on, you've seen him, yeah? he's so fucking cute, prongs...please, you've gotta come with me and say hi, please." "padfoot, you're an absolute idiot. remus lupin wants nothing to do with you." "not yet!" or the one in which remus is a shy, bookish little nerd, and sirius is the giant dork determined to make him fall in love with him. takes place at hogwarts, side jily! modern!marauders

"was that spur of the moment or...?" "i hope it wasn't." sirius can't bear to look at the darkened eyes of remus anymore because how can the life be drained that quickly? how can one second he be smiling and laughing in his school uniform at the stupid antics they'd get up to and the next he'd be looking down, not bothering to make eye contact? it's like watching a person turn to dust in your fingers. so being the bright person he is, he decides to take his best friend on a road trip and boy does he know where that'll take him. wolfstar road trip au 30.06.18 - 11.09.18 disclaimer: mention of abuse, suicidal thoughts and mental disorders. also, it is not the most well written AT ALL so just... don't say anything lol. *nothing but the plot belongs to me. all the characters belong j.k rowling.* °highest ranking: #1- imfine°