"It's...it's...over." My heart sinks at Billie's slurred words. A smirk spread across her drunken lips as she holds onto the marble island for balance. Her eyes rolling around her head as sweat drips down her flustered cheeks from her soaked black/purple hair. I'm left stunned and speechless at her words. Why? How can she say something so big and still have a smile on her lips.

I didn't ever think I'd become Billie Eilish's personal bodyguard. Let alone her secret lover. But hell, I was at the right place at the right time and saved that dam girls life.

e•qua•nim•ity mental calmness, composure, and evenness of temper, especially in a difficult situation "yeah and your ass almost died on me" i chuckled while i pulled jayden closer to my body. "and if i did?" she asked me quietly. "i don't think i would recover" i whispered. "what am i gonna do without my soulmate?" after a horrible car accident, billie and jayden continue to grow their love for each other. billies music career grows surprisingly fast while jayden is right by her the whole way. later through the years, they realize that the both of them aren't going anywhere. not now, not ever. who knew a second chance can lead to all this? TRILOGY to "trouble" and "tranquility"

tran•quil tranquil: free from disturbance; calm "you make me feel tranquil" she whispered while tracing small patterns on my arm. "i'm not trouble anymore" i told her quietly. "all this just for you jay" maybe they were soulmates... SEQUEL to 'trouble'

"you're trouble" i whispered. "at least you're having fun, right?" billie smirked while pulling me in. i looked into her icy blue eyes and nodded my head. "good"

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)

Alexis Ackerman lives a troubled life, surrounded by gang violence and instability. Billie Eilish lives an interesting life of her own, having just started on her path towards worldwide stardom. When the two collide sparks fly immediately, though neither girl is ready to admit it's anything more than lust. ~ AU. Though the names of some characters are the same as people in real life, they are still characters. The actions of said characters do not necessarily reflect the views, personality, or actions of the people they're named after and based around. Contains violence, drug use, drinking, ptsd and anxiety episodes, sex, and strong language Main characters are 18+

How do you forget someone you used to love? Someone you now hate? Billie Eilish Let Me Go contains a lot of smut 👅💦 Credit to @MitchezHunter for the cover!!

"why do you vape? it's bad for you. you know that, right?" she asked quietly after a moment. "i know it is, but i can't stop now. it's an addiction." i shrugged, fidgeting with my novo. "why can't i be your new addiction?" she whispered, looking at me pleadingly. "that can be arranged." ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 5/1/2020 ended: 11/2/2020 ============================== achieved: ? #1 in #dontsmileatme 7/25/2020 ? #1 in #billieeilish 10/4/2020 ? #3 in #lgbtq 9/21/2020 ? #1 in #billie 9/27/2020 ? #1 in #claudia 10/17/2020 ? #17 in #lgbtpride 11/2/2020

i watched as billie laughed loudly, throwing her head back as she did. her contagious laugh filled the room, making everyone else laugh as well. maybe detention isn't so bad after all. ============================== sage vance gets a month of detention after pushing a teacher down. in detention, she meets the class clown, billie eilish. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== g!p ============================== started: 6/28/2021 ended: 8/8/2021 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #billieeilish 7/7/2021 🏅 #1 in #eilish 7/6/2021 🏅 #3 in #gxg 2/9/2022 🏅 #2 in #wlw 10/26/2021