You live in Derry Maine, You have a twin brother; named Bill Denbrough, and a group of six friends. Their names are: Mike Hanlon, Ben Hanscom, Eddie Kasbrak, Richie Tozier, Beverly Marsh, and Stan Uris. All of you six humans call yourselves the losers clubs, because y'all most certainly don't fit in. You, yourself get a crush on a member of the losers club but you don't differ it, you only think that it's just you getting closer as friends. It's Summer, sweet fresh air you get let out of school on the last day to reveal summer, and you inquiry on sweet day of summer. Enjoy my book

#1 in dontsmileatme on 2.25.18 "Don't push me away" i whisper, holding onto her wrist. I was begging at this point. But she was the girl i loved, the girl of my dreams. How could i let her slip away? Billie's expression was blank as she yanked her wrist away from me. "Don't tell me what to do"

"you're trouble" i whispered. "at least you're having fun, right?" billie smirked while pulling me in. i looked into her icy blue eyes and nodded my head. "good"

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)