People like to think they care for others; maybe even love them-but in reality love is just a transaction and the price is what you can do to benefit somebody else. Nobody really cares about you, only what you can do for them. "Maybe when i'm gone people will finally understand what it feels like. What it feels like to feel nothing at all, to be completely and utterly Numb." ..... Ember isn't your ordinary teenage girl. Her life's a literal shit show. She has nothing to live for, not when she's hidden herself behind walls taller than the one in China. She's determined not to let anyone in again and live the rest of her life in silence; that is until Reece shows up. Reece isn't your typical badboy, he may act tough but he has a past like everyone else and he's determined to not let anyone inside his walls ever again, that is until he inserted himself into Embers life. Now he's determined to do something else. Break down the mysterious girls walls, preferably without putting his own in the line of fire. ~~~~~ WARNING: IF YOU READ THIS BOOK YOU ARE AT A HIGH RISK FOR FALING ON YOUR ASS FROM LAUGHING SO MUCH. THERE ARE SCENES OF INTENSE VIOLENCE, SUCH AS THE COLD BLOODED MURDER OF AN ORANGE. But for reals, this book contains scenes of harsh violence and mature content that may be upsetting to some viewers. There will be descriptions of abuse, self-harm, suicidal thoughts, anorexia/ bulimia, bullying, as well as rape. If you are someone who is sensitive to these topics, please don't torture yourself and read it. If you are anyone going through something mentioned in this book, don't hesitate to contact me for advise or support. While the characters and the way the plot plays out may be fictional, I personally know all the topics mentioned above. Sooo yeah, enjoy the book and welcome to the beginning of the rest of your life.

A girl transfers to a new school, from across the world. A boy who thinks everyone is annoying and only hangs out with his childhood friends. Geneva has never really cared what people thought about her, well she never showed people that she did. So she believed she didn't, but when she meets an old friend and memories she thought she got rid of come back up, she doesn't know what to think. With old memories being brought up left and right, it makes you wonder which path she is going to take. The bad guys, or the slightly better bad guys. Will they be able to get over their differences and team up, or will there be a bigger problem in the way? #1 France - (12/1/20-1/31/21) #1 bad - (2/4/21-2/5/21) #1 new school - (2/5/21-2/9/21) #1 geneva - (3/29/21) (6/9/2021-6/15/2021) #1 black hair - (3/29/21) #2 badboy - (4/6/21) #2 race - (8/23/21) #1 race - (10/8/21)