"I never really wanted to kill any of them, but my hand was forced. It was the only way I could protect them, I took it upon myself to save their lives, I was their Savior, their Messiah. I rescued them. I dont deny killing them but it wasn't any normal killing; it was a sweet killing, a kind killing, a protective killing, their merciful deaths. If I didn't kill them, they were going to die anyway, I just made it quick, simple and a lot less painful, I loved them, I really did but killing them was the only way I could protect them"