thatgirlalivia56's Reading List
49 stories
Yearn For Agony // Billie Eilish by s1ncerelyours
s1ncerelyours
  • WpView
    Reads 462,018
  • WpVote
    Votes 14,844
  • WpPart
    Parts 42
In the midst of dealing with a plethora of things, ranging from something as serious as an eating disorder to AP physics, Leilani Carter is forced to introduce herself to Billie O'connell. Memories from her past has left Billie with permanent caution tape around her heart. The dark gray-haired girl tends to do her own thing, subconsciously isolating herself from the rest of the world. Despite countless efforts, no one has been able to figure her out and Billie likes it that way- That is, until she meets Leilani. The pair possessed undeniable chemistry that simply cannot be ignored no matter how hard they tried. Brought together by chance, they become, just two people, taking it one step at a time, trying to help the other heal...
I'LL Always Choose You||Billie Eilish by wildflower3434__
wildflower3434__
  • WpView
    Reads 11,848
  • WpVote
    Votes 333
  • WpPart
    Parts 48
Kesley Dawson works at a club in downtown LA , she never wanted this to be her full time career path , but she needed it to survive , Ever since she lost her parent due to drugs, she's had to make it on her own. She doesn't do feelings, because with her job/ life, she can't do feelings, she has to keep her walls up. She can't allow herself to break. That is until she meets Billie Eilish , when her friends invade Kesley's club for a fun night , it turns in to one look, one conversation , turns in to a one night stand , a bad habit something that they can't seem to break.
Hate You, Still Love You by Embereilish
Embereilish
  • WpView
    Reads 25,810
  • WpVote
    Votes 837
  • WpPart
    Parts 56
"I don't even know if I'm mad at you... or at myself for still caring." When Emily (22) walks into Claudia Sulewski's birthday party, the last person she expects to see is Billie Eilish - the girl she once loved and the reason she hasn't written a real song since they were seventeen. Billie looks different now: brown hair, storm-blue eyes, and a gaze so cold it could burn. They haven't spoken in five years. They were once everything to each other - best friends turned almost lovers - but something tore them apart before either of them had the guts to say how they really felt. Now, surrounded by mutual friends, reckless parties, intense games, and late-night confessions, Emily and Billie are forced back into each other's orbit. Billie pretends she hates her. Emily pretends she's moved on. But the truth? They're still in love - and neither of them knows how to handle it. Jealousy burns. Memories return. And in the chaos of rooftop nights, secret glances, and dangerously honest dares, the past and present begin to collide. This is not a reunion. This is unfinished business 🥉at #billie
Dodge | Billie Eilish by bxrning-cities
bxrning-cities
  • WpView
    Reads 39,347
  • WpVote
    Votes 1,675
  • WpPart
    Parts 65
First book in "The Spectrum of Response" series. [Dodge (verb) - to avoid something or someone unpleasant] 21-year-old Avery Quinn has it all. Popularity, privilege, and a perfectly curated life. But beneath the surface lies a past she can't outrun and a future she's not sure she wants. When she's paired with Billie, a mysterious transfer student with piercing eyes and a quiet edge, Avery's carefully built world begins to crack. What starts as a simple school project spirals into something deeper. Billie challenges Avery in ways no one ever has, and sees through the performance Avery puts on for everyone else. But Billie has secrets of her own, and as the girls grow closer, the lines between truth, revenge, and desire blur. In a world built on appearances, what happens when someone finally sees who you really are? 🏆 #1 in Billie (07-23-2025) 🏆 #1 in Finneas (07-28-2025)
Becoming my bully to lover | B.E.  by GricelysPerdomo244
GricelysPerdomo244
  • WpView
    Reads 78,986
  • WpVote
    Votes 1,558
  • WpPart
    Parts 28
{Completed} [Edited] !!!!!!!!(18+)!!!!!!!!! ------------ Warning ⚠️: Billie has g!p mature content Read at your own risk ------------- 17 year old Ashley finally comes back to LA after two years to start her junior year in the high-school her two childhood best friends are. 18 year old Billie being the popular girl and the bully of the school with her group, starts to fall interest and view Ashley as her next target despite of the fact that she doesn't bully girls she's attracted to. Ashley's best friends warns her to stay away from Billie, she's bad news. But do you think that's possible? ---------------------------- "It hurts me seeing you this way" "You caused it so suck it up Billie!" I screamed at her as I walked away. From her, from us. ----------------------------
Crash Into Me Slowly | Billie Eilish  by chanelmebil
chanelmebil
  • WpView
    Reads 11,305
  • WpVote
    Votes 766
  • WpPart
    Parts 40
Raven Hale wasn't looking for trouble- but trouble found her in the form of Billie O'Connell. A street racer with red roots, cold eyes, and a reputation as dangerous as the cars she builds, Billie is the last girl Raven should get close to. Especially when Raven is barely holding her own life together. But when Raven's brother gets pulled into Billie's world of midnight races and whispered secrets, Raven is forced to face the one girl who makes her feel something she's never felt before- seen. Wanted. Soft. Billie has rules: Don't get attached. Don't let anyone in. Don't fall for the girl with sad eyes and soft hands. Too late. As engines roar through neon nights, Raven and Billie collide in a slow burn of secrets, jealousy, and a tenderness neither of them knows how to handle. They're both dangerous. Both broken. Both trying not to fall. But some crashes are impossible to avoid.
when i hear your name | billie eilish by welovemoo
welovemoo
  • WpView
    Reads 144,997
  • WpVote
    Votes 5,335
  • WpPart
    Parts 44
as billie forms an undeniable bond with a girl, she learns that she is hiding a heartbreaking secret. now, they must navigate joy, fear, and the fragility of time.
IF WE WERE MEANT TO BE // Billie Eilish by notoftheearth
notoftheearth
  • WpView
    Reads 378,188
  • WpVote
    Votes 10,393
  • WpPart
    Parts 41
Achieved No.1 in #billieeilish. Francis Kingston goes on a night out and bumps into a girl called Billie, whom she is instantly drawn to. The next day, Francis goes into a job interview and realises who Billie is. In order to keep her job, Francis and Billie's relationship must stay a secret, but with fame, being found out is almost inevitable. SMUT.
𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐅𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐬 𝐌𝐮𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥- 𝐆!𝐏- 𝐁.𝐄 by billsbobs
billsbobs
  • WpView
    Reads 88,557
  • WpVote
    Votes 1,851
  • WpPart
    Parts 16
"This is the story of how I absolutely fell (too far) in love with a girl who I'm pretty sure isn't aware of my existence." Turns out the feeling was very much mutual Billie Eilish FanFiction G!P
Motherhood - Billie Eilish  by 1800-CHOKE-ME-BILLIE
1800-CHOKE-ME-BILLIE
  • WpView
    Reads 198,866
  • WpVote
    Votes 6,710
  • WpPart
    Parts 42
Torie suffering with the grief of her girlfriend who had passed away a year ago struggles to take care of the child both her and her girlfriend had together. A blue headed girl soon perks up her life, but is that a good thing? 🏅3rd in #womenlovingwomen 🏅1st in #hte 🏅5th in #bilsexual 🏅1st in #happierthanever 🏅1st in #blohsh 🏅1st in #wwafawdwg